Chapter twenty-three - More than a friend
Lesley's POV: I have been thinking about something for the past few days. My friend was in the same state but managed to get his life back together. Somehow, he found a way to stay productive and not think about anything. Maybe that is true except for me. I wonder if I can do the same. Here is the problem. If I find a job, I won't be able to use painkillers there. Lately, I started using them during the day, too. Before, it was only in the morning. I don't know why I rely on them so much. I already know that I'm addicted. Dean has told me this, too. That's why I don't hide from him. He doesn't agree with everything I do, but the final decision is mine. After all, we talk about my life, not his. I didn't tell him anything back then. Let's say that I was too young to understand. Now, things
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