Loving You

Sobrang tagal na nang huli ko syang nakita pero kahit ganon masasabi kung hindi ko nakalimutan kahit saang parte nang mukha nya. I was sixteen when I first saw him. I can clearly remember the way he move that day na parang panaganip lang lahat. Kung paano nya ako tinitigan na parang sya at ako lamang ang tao naroon. Lumapit sya sa akin at nag pakilala. I can tell his good at talking to people around him kasi isa ako sa mga iyon. We talk for almost an hour bago nya ako iwan mag isa. I was amaze on how he treated me as if we know each other for a long time and dito nag simula ang kahibangan ko sa kanya. After that unexpected encounter with him hindi ko na sya nakalimutan pa. I tried to ask my friend, the one who invited me that night about him and sadly hindi nya kilala yung lalaki. I was thinking that maybe his also a guest like me. I search his name in different social media accounts but sadly hindi ko sya mahanap. I even ask some of my friends if they know him but none of them said yes. I felt frustrated knowing na hindi ko na sya makikita ulit. Sabi nga nila may mga bagay talaga na mangyayari sa mga panahon na hindi mo inaasahan gaya nalang ngayon. Nandito kami nang best friend ko sa isang kainan na sikat dito sa Cebu and guess what I saw him again after three years. Wla naman masyado nag bago sa kanya except sa pangangatawan nya. He still have the same face way back then but his more mature now compare before. Kumakain sila nang mga kaibigan nya. I wonder what happened to him sa loob nang dalawang taon na yon. May girlfriend na kaya sya or maybe engaged na. I don't know ganun naman sa mga pelikula diba. Hindi ko ma iwasan isipin paano kaya kung nag kita kami ulit nang mas maaga, magiging mag kaibigan kaya kami? Siguro, kasi muka naman syang pala kaibigan. Sa sobrang pag iisip ko hindi ko na malayan na kinakausap na pala ako nang best friend ko. "Hey Chloe! what's wrong? you seem preoccupied today." "H-ha? I'm ok Danny, don't worry ok?" "Are you sure? Kanina ka pa sa condo, parang ang lalim nang iniisip mo" "Ganun ba? I'm sorry." "Its ok, just tell me if you have problem ha, you know nandito lang ako palagi sayo." "I know, thank you danny" and i hug her. Everything went fast that day, after we talk nang order na kami nang pag kain at hindi ko na rin nilingon ang lalaking inakala kung hindi ko na makikita ulit. Hindi ko na rin namalayan na umalis na sila. So after we eat we decided na umuwi na since may pasok na kami bukas. Me and Danny are now on our 4th year in college, isa sa pinaka malaking unibersidad dito sa Cebu ang napili namin. Danny is taking up Accountancy while ako kinuha ang kursong gusto ni daddy para sa akin which is Engineering. Medyo mahirap sya kasi sobrang daming math nakakainis, paano ba naman pinapahanap si "x" e hindi ko nga nahanap si crush si "x" pa kaya. hay nako nakaka stress. Mabuti patong best friend ko hindi na kailangan hanapin si "x" si balance nalang. Danny is living alone in her condo here in Cebu while me is still living with my mom and with her new boyfriend I guess. Mabait naman si Tito Anton he also treated me well like his real daughter but I still misses dad kaya hanggang ngayon hindi ko parin matanggap na may iba na si mommy. We were once a picture perfect, a perfect family to be exact but maybe there's no such word as perfect in this world kasi ang akala kung perpecto ay hindi naman pala. One night I heard mom and dad talking about on how to tell me the truth that dad's need to go back to his original family, yes you read it right we are the second family, kami ang sumira sa perpectong pamilya ni daddy and it hurt me so much. I just can't accept the fact na isa kami sa rason na may pamilyang nasira. I clearly remember before I'm proudly telling my friends na I really hate woman who choose to get into a relationship with a man na may pamilya na, without knowing na mom is one of them, such a hypocrite me. But I guess everything happen for a reason, kaya siguro nangyari ito sa amin ni mommy kasi may better plan sya for us and all we have to do is trust him. I know one day I will learn to understand and accept everything happen to my family, and maybe I will learn to set myself free. Hopefully one day. Author's Note Hi guys! Good evening ? Actually this is my first time writing a story so bear with me guys. I just want to give it a try, I'm also a book lover since 2013 and inspired by lots if authors who wrote their stories with love and passion. So now I decided to write my very first own story here in w*****d and I hope you give it a try to read as well. Thank you for reading my first installment, I hope you find it interesting. Have a good day and God bless ?? -- chlou