I finally found a bathroom and even after that I still couldn’t shake the feeling off of me, Thomas knew the effect it had, why would he do it?
My skin was on fire and I felt this need deep down, I wanted to be touched and it was confusing me, so much so I didn’t realized I had been walking around aimlessly for a while now.
Then I saw Ryan.
He was just standing there leaning up against a wall watching me, so I walked over intending to ask him what was going on with him.
But that’s not what happened, as soon as I had stopped in front of Ryan he pulled me in and kissed me.
I pushed Ryan away, this is not what I wanted, I’m trying to be better not hurt everyone even more.
“Ryan what the hell?” I yelled over the music.
He smiled and kissed me again, I tried to push him away but he woul
