❦do i exsist❦『 noen ᴱᵁᴮᴬᴺᴷˢ』

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eternal: endless, everlasting, perpetual implies lasting or going on without ceasing. That which is eternal is, by its nature, without beginning or end: God, the eternal Father. 

eternal pain: endless pain, everlasting pain, perpetual imply lasting or going on without ceasing in agony. That which is eternal is, by its nature, without beginning or end: her pain was eternal

mariah is a 17 year old girl with jet black silky hair glass skin rose red plump lips and dark brown eyes  well thats how most people see her what they dont see her her purple bags   her habbit of bitting her lip when she is  really close to people and that she is very stand offish and lastly her cuts and her bruises but dont get me wrong no one does these thing to her well i mean no one would probably have the intention to because she is practically invisible the only people who notice her is a small group consisting of chase hudson, anthony reeves ,jaden hossler, you only talked to them because jaden was your childhood bestfriend or more or so your only friend your parents loved him and his parents loved you but there was on defect that you have had since  you were born  you had anxiety really really bad your mom and dad never knew why but they still loved you either way but the kids well all but jaden thought you were absolutely weird and even crazy and the children being children told their parents and their parent were conserned for thier kids saftey so the told the teacher to  keep u away from their children  meaning the teacher  isolated you from everyone but jaden but you stopped talking to him but he understood but it didnt stop him from talking to you se he always talked to you and as you guys grew older you thought jaden got tierd of you but he really just got busier and  then you just did what you thought jaden wanted to happen you cut him off until your 14th birthday the worst day of your whole life you and your parents were  at you guys house then you heard someone trying to open the door forcefully and then it finally opend agressivly revealing  two men in all b;ack then it all happened in a flash  your parents were on the grond two bulletts  were shot at both of them one in the head two times the other shot in the chest then the neck then everthignafter that was a blur u were sleep deprived u suffered from anorexia and depression and the sater of you unhappiness anxiety but now you went to  school with all of the  fboys and hoes which caused you even more stress  and u felt that not even jaden felt like talking to you anymore so you gave up but there wasone person in that miny group of jadens noen eubanks alays watched your every move fascinated with you not even knowing your backround he wanted to help you and protect you at all costs as if you were his