Yours truly, Lily

Dear Elliot, I have had a long day today. We had so many customers today. Every muscle in my body hurts. But that's not going to stop me from telling you about my day. You know I can't have a proper sleep without letting u know about every second of my life. After college I had to go straight to the car work shop. It has been so terrible the last couple of days without my car. After all day work I don't feel like to walk to the metro station every night. I had to take muscle relaxant last few days. All my muscles and joints are being stiff as every day pass by. Anyways it's nice to have my car back. Then I headed to the restaurant for my evening shift. It was so tiring today. This is why I hate cultural holidays even though we make a good income at this time. Today everyone made sure to wear yellow. Everyone. It's Fagun after all. Fagun is the 11th month of bengali calender and it is celebrated enthusiastically as in welcoming the spring. There are even a lot of songs dedicated to this month. Everyone dressed up so nice with flowers tugged in their hairs in different ways. Guys wore yellow panjabi, a traditional clothing that you might know. Most of them came as couples and they all looked so cute. It reminded me of you. Like for a second. I know you asked me to not get carried away with our past every time but I can't help my brain having the immense power of remembering things like these and also forgetting why I had come to the kitchen a second after. Remember the time we planned to elope away from all our present and start our own new beginning. You asked me to wear saree when we do it, so that we could have our own bollywood moment. I miss you cracking me up in between our serious conversations.I miss listening to your voice. I miss you Elliott, I miss u a lot. Love, Lily.