Eliott waited patiently for me to begin. After closing my eyes and taking a deep breath I opened my mouth to speak. “This isn’t the big decision, because I don’t think I can handle that right now tonight. But I do know what I want right now.” I said placing my hand on his shoulder.
Eliott looked back at me confused and scrunched his face together. “I guess I don’t follow you. What exactly are you saying?” He asked and I had to close my eyes and take a deep breath before continuing on.
“I want you Eliott, right now. Not in a dream but here in reality.” I said and hoped he wouldn’t make me explain it further because I was sure that I would chicken out or become so embarrassed that I would want to cover my head with the blankets and hide.
As he began to understand what I was saying, his
