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I made Alexander leave , to process this information and also because I could no longer look at him . I felt sick , nauseous and dizzy . Why ? I don’t know , really . Maybe because Lucian is a Sin , that also happens to be Lust — That can sense arousal . Which would mean he could sense my arousal every time he was near me , which might explain why he’s always so .. cocky . Or maybe it’s the fact that Alexander was only sent to distract me , I don’t even know if I can trust his words . At this point , I don’t think I’ll ever allow myself to trust anyone again and I also won’t allow myself to feel sadness because of it .
I just won’t .
I have to go see my father tomorrow , that’s why I’m already getting ready for bed , ignoring the grumbling in my stomach , for all I know ,
