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I’ve been alone in my room for the rest of the day , reading books and staring out of the window toward the woods . The interaction I had with Lucian still plays in my mind , which only leaves me to feel baffled . I don’t want him . But then , why does the thought of him and Maya disturb me so much ? Maybe because she has him in a way that I’ll never allow myself to have him . So , I’ve been in my room , reading books to try and rid him of my mind . Which only causes me to think of him more , of the way his large hands felt around my hips , still with his gloves on , I felt the heat radiating through the material . It was sensational .
He made me wet and he barely touched me . While Rowan rarely got me to even come near an orgasm when we slept together . How baffling is tha
