How can I not trust him?

Calm down Gabriel

I ran with no specific destination in mind, and ended up at Freya’s door step, I was breathing hard and panicking I knocked on the door like a crazy person that I was, “ hang on I am coming “ l heard Freya shuffling while moving to unlock the door, “Jesus Gabriel what in Jesus name happened to you?” She asked upon seeing me I didn’t answer I just hugged her tight, “ okay okay you are squeezing the life out if me please let go” she mumbled I let her go and she chuckled, even though I don’t love Freya romantically I love her like a sister that I never had she is my safe heaven I could come to her with any problem. She pulled me on a couch while she made me coffee, when I was calm enough she asked me what happened and I told her about blue eyed Nathaniel. “So you finally met the guy who had been giving you erotic dreams and you run away?” She asked amusingly, I nodded and complained “ all I wanted to do is just jumb him and I only met him, I could feel his desire for me and I could hear his thoughts about what a perfect mate I am it is like there are two people in his mind, I mean what is a mate? Why do I feel so connected to him?” Freya sighed and leaned back on the couch, she looked at me and said” I think Nathaniel is a werewolf and he is your mate, it’s kind like a soulmate all werewolves have one and they mate for life” she explained, “ werewolf, mate? But an human how I am I supposed to be his mate?” Freya shook her head and looked at me “ it doesn’t matter plus you are not just any human, you can read people’s mind” she said positively, I threw my hands in air and answered “ you mean I am a freak, we still don’t how I can do that, I can’t even tell my parents cause they will think am an abomination” Freya just embraced and whispered in my ear “ calm down Gabriel “ after a few minutes I finally relaxed and she let me go, “ you are a perfect girlfriend “ I smiled at her, she playfully hit my arm and said “ the very best” she grinned, “ what should I do about Nathaniel?” I asked her, you could reject him she said my heart hurt and that or you can try dating him and see where things go, she said “ what if my parents find out?” She held my hands and said “ they won’t okay, like you said I am a perfect girlfriend “ “ but what if you want to date? Don’t witches have mates?” I asked, “ we do but not until we are 21 so you are in luck “ I closed my eyes and just let all this to sink in.