The One I Crush

Violet Pov;- “Uh! I think I need to make a sequence of photos.” I paste the sequence of photos in my diary and close it. My back hurt from sitting in the same position from how much time.   A lot of thoughts had been nagging in my mind from the past few days. That Sara she already bought Ryan’s new photo album. I think I need to ask mom for some money, but she is sick from me asking money. She is my mom and she do job because of my expanses so, why won’t she gave me money. I shake my head to remove this thought. I know I sometimes behave abnormally while thinking about my mom. But I am not selfish enough to offend her. While I was thinking about my mom, my phone chirped reminding me of the post Sara told me she will upload as soon as she bought new photo album. I got up from the bed and unlock my phone impatiently while I know my face probably look like poker one. I opened the message notification and the next thing I saw made my heart drop to the floor. There she is Sara, my beast friend hugging the album and looking at it like her life depend on it. I cursed everyone in my heart and begin to jump in frustration, the habit of mine when I know I was way more rich than her but I can’t afford the single album. That Sara she is prettier than me, beautiful eyes, and cute face and here I am face full of freckles and this brown hair make me sick of myself. I read Ryan interview that he likes blonde girls. But brown hair are also pretty I console myself. When I was having a mental battle between brown or blonde hair my mother called me downstairs to help her in preparing dinner. “Honey, can you please come down from your cave and help me in dinner”. I don’t like the way she always please me because she know I have a cute and fragile heart. I don’t ignore her so she always call me honey, please and more words followed by it. “Coming mom”. I replied while putting on slippers. I stretched myself because my backache while sitting in the same position.  Then wash my face to make myself ready enough to face my mom and ask her to transfer some money in my bank account. I sigh and straightened my pajama and hide the diary in my closet, box in which my other 30 diaries were kept .I ran downstairs and smile at my mom confirming her that she succeed in make me ran down below.                                                                                        “So, tell me how college is going”. My mom asked me while whisking the cream because I asked her to make me a fruit dessert for dinner. I began to boil water and put it in pot. I searched for proper answer in my mind and replied. “Yeah! Studies are going great.” I smiled at her while putting noodles in the boil water. “Okay, that’s good. You know I work only for you so that you will become a good student. I felt great and relax to know that you’re doing well in college.” She smiled at me and began to put whisk cream on dessert. “Yeah mom I know you work only for me so that I become a good student and choose a good profession.” I hug her slightly on the shoulder and began to put dishes on the dining table. “How is your friend Sara?” My mom asked me when we were in the midway of having dinner. I swallowed my dessert so that I won’t drop it from my mouth when I talk, that because I was eating fiercely. “Uh! Sara she is totally fine. And beside this she also bought Ryan’s new photo album” I replied while double meaning in it. I again started to eat dessert and look up at my mom. “That’s great.” She smiled and pour water to my empty glass. Because she know I always drop water when pouring it from jug. “But, mom she already bought Ryan’s new photo. I also want it. She always mocked me of not having his latest pictures and beside she is also low standard than me.” I half yelled frustrate knowing that hope she would understand. “Firstly, it’s good that she bought it and you don’t have to yell at me. Secondly, you don’t have any right to call her low standard than you.so, next time I won’t see you comparing you to her.” “And the talk of Ryan’s photo album should not be allowed in our house. Am I clear?” “Whatever, mom but you should at least deposit some money and I promise you I won’t ask for the next time.” “Mom I... next time manage it through my monthly pin money okay.” I tell my mom and look at her with pleaded eyes hoping that she would understand. She twirl the fork in her noodles and took a mouthful of it. She nod several time….like thinking something. I bite my lip and eyes wide waiting for her answer. “Okay, but... not... Next... time.” She looked in my eyes, meaning every single word. “Thank you so much mom, I love you.” I jumped up from my chair and squealed, I hugged her and smiled at her. “Welcome, and now stop hugging me and finish your dinner.” She laughed. We finished our dinner. I helped mom washing the dishes. I loved to talk with her. She was always working and busy. We lived near airport. She is an airhostess and been busy in the past few days. She came home only for few days. I talk a lot with her and had been enjoying her company because its weekend and I was also free. I came into my room after helping my mom, she was boiling milk for me. I opened my phone and I next thing I do was to check my phone which I walked out on 3 hours ago. I took off my slippers and sit on my bed. I don’t turn off the light, knowing my mom will come to give me hot coco milk. I scroll through my i********: and began to watch my friend stories. One of the story caught my attention. I ignore it and got off the i********:. I opened google and type Ryan Austin in search box. I scroll through some news and the news I saw on Alexa i********: story caught my full attention. I clicked at it, at the same time mom entered my room carrying a glass of hot milk, whose steams probably defined my mood right now. She put it on the table beside my bed and kiss me on the forehead and close my room door. I quickly unlock it and read the tittle which is like this.   “Asia heartthrob, Ryan Austin, one of the top celebrity in Hollywood got another girlfriend and according to him she is far more important to him than others. His fans are cheering for him and he is now trending in most of the country of Asia and according to our reporter fans are dying to see the look of his new girlfriend. Look forward to us for more news. ”