The Alpha Queen

Chapter 4 - Shifting

~ Mavi's pov ~

It's still so much left we need to tell Dav before she knows everything about being a wolf and the world she soon will live in. I hope we made her ready for everything. It's going to be big changes for her after this. I still feel bad for keeping so much from her, and that she still don't know everything yet. I know she will, I mean it's just basic werewolf things left to explain to her. I'm happy she got her wolf so early, usually you get your wolf right before you shift in the evening so it's a good sign she got it early. It's typical for royals. It's overwhelming to think that she is going to take over after her parents and rule the hole werewolf kingdom. She didn't even know she was a werewolf before yesterday. I hope we made the right decision by taking her away from it all to raise her... 

~ Davina's pov ~

I was checking my phone to see if there was any gossip from school and all the humans there. Feels weird to describe them as humans. I never really cared that much about gossip, but it's something to pass time with. 

"Dav there's something else you will need to know." Mom said to me. I looked up from my phone and I got a little nervous again. 

"Oh? What is it?" I put my phone down waiting for the answer. I started to chew on my botton lip a little. I stoped as soon as I started. Chewing my bottom lip was something I did before when I didn't know how I was supposed to react to something. I don't feel like starting now. It's such a tell when I don't feel sure in a situation and I don't want to be so easy read. 

"Relax. There isn't anything bad. It's just that you should know it because soon we will go back to the pack." Mom explained after she saw my lip chewing. I told you it's a tell. Damn lips. 

"When we get back to the pack you will be able to have mindlink with everyone. You need to be prepared or you will be overwhelmed by it." I really don't get it. Mindlink? I mean I get that it have something to do with your mind and a link but I can't picture what it can be. 

"Mindlink? I just ask. I feel so confused, not nervous at all anymore. 

"Yes mindlink. You can talk to others in your mind trough it. Jace and I can do it to each other because we are mates, but you are not a part of a pack right now or have a mate so you can't do it yet. You just need to know that you are not going crazy the moment you hear another voice in your head other than your wolf." Dad filled in. I snickered a little. It sounds crazy okay? Talking to others trough your mind? I don't really understand why I have a hard time to believe only this when they have told be so many more absurd things. I guess this can be happening too. It isn't more crazy than me transforming into a wolf I guess. 

"I'm happy you are resonable, and you are right with your thoughts. And they are right mindlinking exist and it's normal." I hear Meadow respond in my head. I almost forgot I already had my wolf. She doesn't talk that much. It's kind of nice not having a voice in my head all the time and just sometimes. 

"Okay then, how do I prepare for it if I don't have it yet?" I'm a little confused. 

"We can help you create a mindblock so you know how to do it when you get the link. You will have a link to the entire pack due to you being the queen of the pack. But you won't have it with all packs just the royal pack." Mom answered. It sounds so weird. Me being able to have all those wolfs in my mind? To be able to talk to all of them with my mind? It's a little crazy. But I will handle it when time comes. I just have to. 

"I will help you." I hear Meadow answer to my thoughts. I'm so grateful for her. And I do believe it will be so much better with Meadow in my life now. I'm just curious about how she looks now, but I know I will find out later so it's okay. I'm existed now and I'm finding it hard to be still and focus on anything else. I looked at the clock. We have been talking all day, it's 3 in the afternoon now. Not too long now until my first shift. 

We continue to talk for the rest of the day. We talked about pack life and how my parents ruled. They where loved from everyone so I can't figure out how someone could kill them. They seemed to be the perfect king and queen. The thought of having them to live up to scares the living s**t out of me. Mom and dad explained that they work in the kingdoms companies. We actually had a few of them which means money isn't a problem in the kingdom. The companies are used by humans as well and are placed all over America. Dad told me they where thinking about branching out for Europe as well. That sounds exiting and I will absolutely work for that. I will not be the CEO of all of the companies but for our family business I can if I want to. It was in real estate and it's called "Jupiter real estate" after our last name. I don't know anything about real estate so I'm not sure but I will think about it. Right now it's dad who is the CEO of the company. Mom worked for a designer company my biological mother, mom and their beta female Cora, Marissas mom, created. Apparently it's clothes that are good for us wolfs as they are easily ripped when we shift so they don't hurt. They are also more comfortable because of the chances that you need to battle in human form with them. All of this and they still look good. I haven't even known but I have a lot of clothes from their line. They are so comfy and I love to work out in them and have them to school. The brand is called "Wolf out" funny enough. I can start work there too if I want to. But mom and dad told me I probably would be bussy with the kingdom until I find my mate to help me. They and my betas will help as well, but it's still a lot of work. 

"Marissas brother Vincent will become your beta, he has been training for it with his parents for the past years. I know you really like Marissa as well so we changed things up a little for you." Mom suddenly said. I wonder what she means by change things up. 

"So she's going to be my beta?" I asked unsure. It would be nice to have someone I know close to me like that. I haven't meet Vincent yet, well maybe I have but I don't remember my first 5 years of my life yet. I need to ask when I will get the memories back because I still haven't gotten them. 

"No honey,Vincent will be your beta, but Marissa will be your gamma. We haven't had a gamma before in the royal pack but in the normal packs they have gammas. We though it would be nice for you to have her close. She will also be the head warrior as gamma." Mom explained. 

"Both Vincent and Marissa have given us their approval of this. They both like their positions they are going to have." Dad clarified. I feel calm knowing I will have such good people close to me. I also know I always can count on mom and dad. 

"That sounds perfect! I have a questions tho, have I meet Vincent before? I still don't have my memories from before my parents where killed." I gathered that Vincent is older than me so I know was alive when I lived with my parents. 

"Well yes you have. He loved to play with you when you both where small kids. You loved to be with him and your face would shine when he came over. For a while we thought maybe you where mates, but now we are not so sure anymore." Mom explained. I wonder if he could be my mate. He is a good man so I know it wouldn't be bad to have him as a mate. But now that mom talked about him I just got the feeling that I rather have him as my beta and friend instead. 

"Yes I feel it too. I don't think he's our mate." Meadow sounded in my head. I smiled at her words and felt a bit relived. I'm happy we are on the same page on this and I hope it will continue like this. 

"I will always have your back no matter what. I just want you to hear me out when I have something to say." Meadow isn't that hard to handle, if you even call it handle. I love her already, and her request is something I will promise to do. I know she can hear my thoughts so I know that she knows that I accepted it. 

"I love you too by the way." Meadows voice echoed in my mind. My body feels warm. I have so many people, and now wolfs, that cares about me. It feels wonderful. 

"Now you may get a headache, I will do what I can to help you with the pain and not to feel too overwhelmed." She said and I was so confused. But then the headache came. I wanted to scream at first. Mom and dad saw my pained eyes and they instantly got worried. They hurried to me. 

"What is wrong Dav?" Mom asked me as she took a hold of my face. Dad was standing on the other side of me looking worried. 

"I don't know mom, it hurts so much!" I nearly whispered out. The pain was to much for me to be able to speak properly. Then it started. All my memories from before my biological parents died came flooding in at once. The headache was getting weaker as Meadow held up to her promise. She also helped me with making sense with the memories I saw. I felt my tears go down my face as the memories flashed by. It was so many beautiful moments with my parents in the palace as a family. I saw my friends Vincent and Marissa as well. We where best friends even then. I know I will be so close to them both again, Marissa was already close. One memory sticked with me longer than the others. It was of me, and both my parents before they died. We where sitting in our living room watching a childrens movie, I don't even know which one, but we all sat on the couch cuddled up. My parents looked so in love with each other and I could feel my feelings from that moment. I was overjoyed, it was the most happy I have been. They had just told be I was going to have a little brother. If you looked really close at my mom you could see a small bump on her stomach. I was thrilled to be a big sister and we all glowed with happiness. My parents looked at me with adoration in their eyes. They truly loved me to bits. I loved them just as much. 

I felt more tears running down my face now. I was going to have a baby brother. All the other memories was finished as well. I remember everything, but I can't let go of that moment. I was supposed to have a brother. I now know that memory was only from 2 days before they where killed. My brother never had the time to even be born. My heart was breaking a little thinking about it. My poor baby brother. 

"I was supposed to have a baby brother." I slowly wispered with the tears still running down my face. Mom and dad looked at me with chock. Mom had let go of my face and now she was standing like a statue. Dad was frozen as well. They didn't know? 

"What?" mom brethed out. She now had tears streaming down her face as well. I looked at her trough my tears. My heart was in so much pain. 

"Mom and dad told me two days before they died that I was going to have a little brother." I told them in a small voice. They both now cried with me. Feeling the loss of their nephew they never had the chance to meet. 

"That makes sense, your mother was glowing and they where smiling all the time. She was also feeling like s**t in the mornings but I never put the pieces together." Mom said quiet. I know she felt dumb for not realizing in sooner. I got up to hug them both and they both hugged me right back. 

"They didn't just kill the king and the queen, they killed the prince as well" Dad said. I could see the rage in his eyes. 

"Honey we will get them but not now okay? Now we focus on Dav, it's soon time for her shift." Mom said touching his arm. The rage in his eyes disappeared when she touched him. I wiped my tears and my determination set in. I will morn for my biological parents and my baby brother later. Now I need to get ready. 

"I will help you null the feelings for now so you don't have to feel them during the shift but after I will give them back." Meadow knows exactly what I need. I thanked her a million times over in my head. I don't know how I could live 18 years without her help. I felt my heart stop aching and the deep sadness starting to disappear as well. Knowing this was Meadows work I didn't freak out. I let out a sight. I'm thankful she's helping me. I can feel the shift coming. We have been talking for a long time now so the time have run away.

"Okay, let's get this shifting started." I feel my hole body tingle a bit now. I don't know if it was a good feeling or bad. Mom and dad looked determined just as me now. They knew they needed to fight the feelings they where feeling to be able to help me. 

"Let's go outside in the woods then, get your bag Dav." Dad told me as he picked up his and moms bag with their clothes and some water bottles. I got my bag from the floor by the kitchen door and meet up mom and dad by the backdoor. We started our walk into the woods in silence. We walked for about 10minutes. Dad stopped and looked around. 

"This spot will do, it's far enough in so no humans will see or hear us." Dad said as he put the bag he was carrying down. I put down my bag besides his and I could feel the pain come. It was like it knew I was ready. 

"I can't help you with this pain but I will try to make the shifting as fast as possible." Meadows voice sounded in my head. I was very happy with the little help I could get. I could hear my bones start to crack as my arms and legs where bending in weird angles. My back bended in a way it never had before. I lost my balance and landed on my hands and knees on the ground. I felt like my hole body was braking and it was burning. The pain was so strong. I closed my eyes because the pain was getting too strong. Suddenly the pain was gone. I open my eyes slowly. I was looking down and I could see big white paws under me. It's my paws. My clothes, or well what's left of them was laying in rags around my big paws. 

"Good job girl we look sexy in wolf form but I already knew that!" I heard in my head. I was so happy now the pain was gone. I looked up to meet mom and dads eyes. The looked at me with big eyes. I saw so many emotions in their eyes it was hard to catch them all. It showed love, adoration, fright and uncertainty. I was confused by the latter emotions. 

"You are a white wolf" Mom manage to get out. 

"They don't exist anymore. They are directly ascended from the moon goddess herself. You are her wolf. You will have special powers as well but we will see what the powers are going to be." Dad explained as soon as mom finished her sentence. 

"Yeah, surprise... I didn't know how to tell you..." Meadow said in my head with a little nervous voice. 

What the hell? So now I'm not only the new ruler to a werewolf kingdom, I'm also a rare white wolf with special powers? What's next? I don't know if I want to know, right now there is too much to take in. I sighed but it sounded more like a grunt in wolf form. It will take some time to get used to. 

"Want to try out your new wolf form honey?" Mom asked me when she got over the chock to see me as a white wolf. I nodded my big head and tried to smile but I'm not quite sure it looked like a smile with my big snout. Mom and dad laughed a little so I guess it didn't look like a smile then. I humped as answer of them making fun of me. They fast took their clothes off and shifted. I looked away, I didn't feel like seeing them naked today. It had already been a long day without that imprinted in my brain. I felt something nudge my side. I looked and it was a light gray wolf. I just knew it was mom. I looked to her side and there was a brown wolf and I knew that was dad. Dads wolf was bigger than moms. Dad took off into the woods, mom looked at me and then took off after him. I started to run after. I was amazed at how fast I could run in wolf form. I knew I would be faster but I didn't know it would be this much faster. We ran around in the woods for a while. I tried out my new strength and my speed. I could hear and see so much more in wolf form than in my human form. I loved every second of it! Suddenly on our way back I feel a wonderful smell. I could feel Meadow reacting to the smell. I don't know what it means. 

"Mate." Was all Meadow answered. 

~ Unknown's pov ~

I looked at my soon to be queen as she started to shift. I was hiding in the woods. I was at a distance so they couldn't smell me. I watched with amazement as she turned into a white wolf. She's even more worth it now. I know I needed her now. I had to make the plans move on faster before she could have a chance to meet her mate. Then it would be even harder to get her than it already is. Not to forget to get her before she knows what powers she's going to get. I can't wait to do what I please with her. 

I watched them leave into the woods. I'm guessing for a run. I can't hear what they are talking about at this distance. I started going deeper into the woods as well to see if I could follow them. At a safe distance of course. I stopped before going top far. I don't want them to find me yet. I saw them coming back. Her safe keepers first and she was close behind. She then suddenly stopped and put her nose up. I froze when I realized that the wind was blowing my smell to her. I waited to see what happened as I ducked down more. She looked around but she didn't see me. She then went after her family to where they shifted and then went back towards their house. 

I know now that I got to have her. I'm getting aroused of the thought of her. The weird part now is that my wolf isn't even complaining about my dirty thoughts about her. It feels more like he's disgusted with how I want to go forward with my plan and all of my sick fantasies about her. He doesn't like the idea to f**k her without her consent. I simply don't care. My wolf Haden't talked to me for months now because he didn't approve of my plans. Somehow I can feel he has changed a bit about his thoughts about getting her. I don't know why yet but he likes the idea of being close to her. I can feel it even if he doesn't say anything. However as I said, I don't really care. She will be mine and do whatever I want her to do. I just need to make sure the witch makes a potion to suppress her powers so she can't escape from me. I will have my little toy as I was promised no matter what. 

- NOTE -

Sorry for the late update. Life has been crazy. I started a new job and had some health issues before thet but it's all good now. I will try to update as much as I can. I will try to write as much as I can during my days off but some weeks I work more than others and won't have the time. Please leave a feedback over what you think about the story and what you think should happen. I would love your thoughts about it! Have a wonderful day! xoxo