John
I can admit that I have been a total jerk and I can be a**hole, p*****t or even an womanizer.
For a long time I have been this way, being that I am the Beta.... not many people would check me which gave me ability to do what I wanted.
My father would always get on me for my actions but to me it didn't matter, because as long as I'm doing my duties as a Beta my personal life should not be anyone concern.
However after the incident with Layla at the Peace Celebration, I had put somethings into perspective and with a war that might come I needed to get my s**t together before hand because of my immaturity might have gotten me killed.
Once the training with the other packs started, I have been focus and trying to make my father and my Alpha proud.
When we had that meeting weeks ago
