Luca
Pain spread through my body, but mostly in my heart. It was breaking into a million f*****g pieces. The last time I felt this much pain was when Lucien's mother died. That was the reason I tried keep my relationship with Beth simple, with no strings attached. The truth is that I'm so in f*****g love with her, but didn't want to admit it to myself. The minute I came to terms with the reality and admitted to myself, it would become all too real. I didn't want to feel the pain of losing someone again, never again. I told her I would use her for s*x in exchange for her protection, but that was a lie. I was just too selfish to let anybody else to have her.
Nobody except me could give her pleasure like I can.
I scanned my room at the damage from my fit of rage. Glass littered the floor
