Caterina
My eyes fluttered, letting the daylight hit my face. I was surprised to see Lucien was still here, usually he would've already gone to do some work for my father. His arms were wrapped around me securely, and was lightly snoring. That's what woke me up. I wished we never crossed that line, letting things get this far. It would be hard to stop, which is why I am going to hate myself so much. I have to push him away, for both of our sake. I'm also glad we did though. I couldn't think of a better person to take away my virginity. At least, whoever I'm to be married to won't be able to take that away from me. My father can take away my choice of who I marry, but he can't take the choice of my innocence.
That belonged to Lucien.
I'm so sorry Lucien for what I'm about to do, but my f
