Chapter 1
I was taking my five-year-old daughter for a routine checkup when I noticed something extra on the form: a kidney function test.
"That's required for donor screening. Didn't you know?"
The nurse's explanation left me baffled. "I didn't schedule that. Is there some kind of mistake?"
"No mistake. The appointment was made by a Mr. Nathan Bailey. He specifically added it."
Nathan Bailey. My husband.
That's when I caught sight of a second form, tucked beneath the top one.
Diagnosis: Polycystic kidney disease.
Patient: Phoebe Bailey.
Next of kin signature: Nathan Bailey.
I called him on the spot. "Honey, the nurse says you added kidney donor matching to Sunny's checkup. What's that about?"
He took three full seconds to answer.
"The nurse probably got it wrong. I've been slammed at work. Don't call me unless it's urgent."
I smiled and said sure. Then I turned to the nurse. "Which room is that girl in?"
The nurse's expression shifted.
"I'm sorry, Miss. That's not something I'm able to share."
I reached over and slipped the form out from under her hand, my voice all warmth and concern.
"I see my husband's signature here as next of kin. Could be a relative of ours, and I'd feel terrible not stopping by."
The nurse glanced at Sunny's checkup form, then relented.
"Third floor. Room 312."
"Thank you." I nodded and scooped Sunny into my arms.
The elevator climbed slowly. The mirrored walls threw back a reflection I barely recognized, my face rigid and controlled.
Sunny rested against my shoulder, her small arms looped around my neck, her warm breath grazing my ear.
"Mommy," she whispered, "is the matching... something bad?"
My arms tightened around her.
She was five. She didn't understand what kidney donor matching meant. But she could hear it in the adults' voices. Something was wrong.
"Yes," I heard myself say, my voice frighteningly calm. "Someone who loves you would never ask you to do this."
"Then why does Daddy want me to?"
The elevator chimed. Third floor.
I looked down into my daughter's clear, open eyes and tried to find a smile. My cheek muscles wouldn't cooperate.
"Let's go find out."
The hallway smelled of antiseptic.
Room 312 was at the far end of the corridor, the door left ajar.
I was about to push it open when a woman stepped out. Cream knit sweater, no makeup, the kind of gentle, unassuming prettiness Nathan would have liked.
Exactly his type.
"Who are you?"
Her gaze swept quickly to Sunny in my arms, and something flickered across her face.
"I'm Nathan Bailey's wife. Serena." I kept my voice even. "I came to find out how my husband ended up signing as your child's next of kin."
A nurse rolled a medicine cart past us. A few family members chatted nearby in the corridor.
The woman's expression shifted. Fast.
"Oh. So you're his wife."
She rearranged her face into something cautious and apologetic.
"I'm Tina Lynn. Nathan is my cousin. My daughter and I came up from out of town for treatment, and we don't know anyone here. He was kind enough to help us out..."
"Was he?"
I stepped past her into the room without another word.
Nathan, kind enough to help? I didn't buy that for a second.
A little girl lay in the hospital bed, seven or eight years old, flipping through a picture book. Two years older than Sunny, at least.
She looked up at the sound of us entering.
My breath stopped.
Round cheeks. A small upturned nose. And those eyes, Nathan's eyes, exactly.
"Mommy, who are they?"
Her voice was small and soft.
Tina hurried in after us. "This is your aunt and your little cousin, Phee. Say hello."
"Hello," Phoebe said politely. Then her gaze settled on Sunny. "Hi, little one."
Sunny climbed down from my arms and drifted around the room, wide-eyed with curiosity.
Her gaze landed on the bedside table, and her face lit up.
"That necklace looks just like mine!"
I followed her gaze.
The chain had a custom clasp, one I'd had specially made by a jeweler because Sunny kept snapping ordinary ones.
"That's mine..."
Sunny reached out to point.
Tina was at the bedside in three quick steps. She lifted the necklace off the table.
"Just a cheap knockoff. Kids love shiny things." She smiled, but her fingers curled tight around the pendant. "Phee saw it somewhere and I picked it up for her."
"Did you?" I said softly.
I remembered exactly the day that necklace vanished. Sunny came home from preschool in tears, saying she'd lost it. We turned the apartment inside out. In the end, Nathan had held her and said,
"Daddy will get you an even prettier one."
I'd been buried in a project pitch at the time and hadn't given it much thought.
Looking back now, Nathan had come home early that day.
Sunny tilted her head up at me. "Mommy, that necklace really does look like mine..."
"Yours is at home, sweetheart."
I smoothed her hair and turned to Tina. "What's Phee's diagnosis?"
"Polycystic kidney disease." Tina's voice dropped. "The doctors say... a transplant is the best option."
"I see." I nodded. "We'll leave you to rest."
As I stepped out of the room, I caught Phoebe's voice behind me, soft and small.
"Mommy, when is Daddy coming...?"
The door swung shut, cutting off the rest.
I walked down the corridor holding Sunny's hand, one step at a time.
Steady feet. Steady hands.
But somewhere in my chest, something had begun to freeze, starting at my heart and spreading outward inch by inch, all the way to my fingertips.
Back at the car, I buckled Sunny in and pulled up her favorite cartoon on the screen.
"Mommy needs to make a quick call. Stay here and watch for a bit, okay?"
"Okay."
Sunny nodded, already absorbed in the show.
I walked to a quiet corner of the hospital garden and called my assistant, Charlie.
"Ms. Wells?"
"Charlie." My voice came out steadier than I felt. "I need you to pull everything on Nathan Bailey—the past five years. No, make it seven. All bank statements, travel records, call logs. Focus on anything connected to Riverside. And run a background check on a woman named Tina Lynn. Three days. I want the full report on my desk."