40 Days With You

************* FLASHBACK ....... " Inah will you be my girlfriend? " he ask me. " Sure " I said. I'm crying right now because today is the very special day to me, i though that i will be single forever thanks to god that he gave the man that i love. " Yes! " he shout in a happiest way then he hug me super tight. We live our life happily couple but months pass, it became a struggle to us. He's being dramatic, he's being rude to me, whatever he want the things that should be followed he never care for me, for i what i want. He never ask me like ' what do you want? ' or ' Do you want this? ' and He's being materialistic. Our relationship is became a war like we always fight, fight and fight as in always!.... One time he ask me if i have a money then ..... " Love? Do you have a money? " he ask me. I was shock when he ask me like that then i suddenly felt down because i heard that many times but i did not judge him so i said.... " Yes. Why you suddenly ask? " i ask him. " I need money Love " he said in a sweet tone then he hug me. " Why do you need money? " i ask. " You know, I want to buy a car for me, i really want to have a car " he said while hugging me. " How much do you need? " i ask because i have no choice, yes i know i'm noob in LOVE and that's my fault.. " I need thirty thousand, it's that okay with you? " he said as if i have a choice. " It's too big but it's okay. here.... " i said then i give what he wants. see that? i'm so noob. " Mygod! Thank you so much love. that's why i love you! " he said then he left me without saying goodbye nor kiss me. After he left me, i'm just here thinking that what next happen to us. Would he break up with me? because i gave what he want. I was just thinking crazy all day.... then night is coming he suddenly text me... i really don't know what it is, i'm shaking my hands is shaking then i saw his text ..... " Let's break up. I am so sorry " That's it. my world is breaking , my hand is shaking , my heart is tearing apart. I don't know what to do. I just only know is to cry, cry and cry. My friends is right. I'm single again. I just want to be loved. I just want to be came a princes to him. I just want a partner in life. But why did you to this to me? I did not text him back because i was too weak to reply him after what he did to me ..... End of Flashback .......