Resurrection: Love against Fate

Flashed before my eyes, penetrating his body, throwing him on the ground. Helpless and in pain. Why is he not screaming? Is he still here? Did he leave me already? Say something! I threw myself on ground, tried to catch him before his knees touch the ground. I tried, I swear I did. I screamed my lungs out, but who hears me here? The last few tears dropped from his eyes before he closed them shut, is he going to open them again? Your beautiful brown hazel eyes, are they gone now? I should have kissed you goodbye before all of this happened. I should have hugged you… I should have told you how much you mean to me.. I should have sai… but it is too late right, huh? This is exactly what you would have told me. Too late,it is just, too late. GOD! Your voice is ringing in my ears. No, I am not ready yet for your disappearance. I am not allowing it. I am hurt. I beg you, do something. Don’t leave me! They all left me but you. I need you. WAKE UP! Tell me everything will be alright. Tell me I am yours and only yours. Tell me that only air can touch me and no one else should. Tell me I am a breathtaking diamond or… tell me that you hate me. Tell me that I have broken you countless of times. Tell me that I am the chaos within you. Tell me that my eyes are liars but your heart is thirsty for them. Tell me I am a heartless beast. Tell me I am the dangerous sunshine. Tell me something… tell me anything. I HATE YOUR SILENCE. Blame me, hate me, maybe cut me out of your life. But don’t. Don’t be silent. Your silence is killing me. Shattering my heart. Just imagining while the ambulance sirens are getting closer to us. It is cold. And you are colder. I am used to be surrounded by your arms, feeling warm to the point of me being breathless. But why are you so cold. Colder than December. I love you. God please not now! I want to tell him so much. I owe him so much. I want to apologize. In this whole misery ,only him was the most miserable. It was not even his fault and he still hid it within him. Took it all as if he is the one who is responsible. Till it left him lifeless in my arms. Blue lips. How much I loved the way you kissed me with these beautiful lips. But now they are pale. You are pale. And I think I am too. Who am I? Do you think I will be the same? I was never the same. But now… things will change. They will pay for all of this I promise. They never saw the real beast. I just want you trust me. I am not dead yet. They still do not know who is Asia .