Feral's P.O.V.
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I knew this was going to be a tough conversation. I don't want to do it. I know I have to, but... If I went too far last night, I'll never forgive myself. Naddy deserves so much better for her first time than me being too wasted to even remember anything. She deserves attention, flowers, candles, love, worship. All the things I can't give her.
"I wasn't trying to punish you, Sunshine," I replied softly. "I just... I needed some time before facing you again. I needed to clear my head."
Naddy frowned and crossed her arms under her boobs. It pushed them up and my eyes dropped. It was only for a second, but I know that she noticed. Usually she'd tease me. Right now, she was just silent. Her jaw was tight as she stared at me. The way she loo
