When i open the belcony door

When I opened the balcony door, I noticed my husband sitting near another girl and talking. The girl is holding Sohag's arm and leaning towards him. Sohag pretended not to see me. The look of annoyance on the girl's face is clear. Their closeness is visible for several days. Not paying attention to the matter, I took the smelly clothes and went to the room. The sky is covered with dark clouds, it will rain soon. If it was a little late, the clothes would get wet. I fried the clothes and kept them in the cupboard, my body feels bad. Sohag is thinking a lot. These days Sohag has a lot of feelings with Chaiti Bhabhi who lives next door. Sohag is my husband. I have been married for love for almost two years. There is no lack of happiness in the world of the two, but these days the color of love has started to fade. The one whom I trust more than myself will surely not deceive me. I was pretending not to understand everything because this idea had become rooted. Chaiti Bhabhi's husband lives abroad. He comes to visit the country once in two years. Goes back again after a month. Bhabhi looks very beautiful, you can't understand that she is married. "Thirsty, when you fall asleep? Make a cup of tea. Suddenly the head is burning." "The body doesn't feel good, make it yourself with a little trouble." "Nowadays you have started to overdo it. Don't listen to anything, just do it yourself. If I have to do everything, why would you stay?" Before he could say anything, Chaiti came running. Cup of tea in hand, smoke coming out of the cup. He said in a soft voice, "There is no need to disturb the thirsty, I have brought tea for you." Ginger tea of your choice. " Sohag looked at Chaiti with a smile and took the cup of tea, then left the room as the two talked. I stared blankly at them. My eyes are burning, I wish I could cry for a while. I woke up to Sohag's screams and saw that it was nine o'clock on the clock. I was lying in the afternoon, I did not understand when the eyes came. Have to cook for the night. Sohag gets hungry before nine o'clock at night. Maybe that's why the shouting is starting. Nowadays, I don't look for much unless it is necessary. I put on the veil and went to the drawing room. "Finally, the great queen woke up. I'm hungry, I'll eat." "Wait a minute. I'm raising food." It will be too late to cook now. There is rice in the fridge like one's food, I will heat it for now. With fried eggs and pickled olives. I went to fry the egg to heat up the rice cooker. Everything is ready in minutes. "Hey thirsty, what are you doing?" "Growing food for Sohag. Why did you come so late at night? Why do you come to someone else's house at night?" Chaiti blackened her face and looked at Sohag. Sohag said in a scolding tone, "Do you have to talk like this when someone comes home? There may be no need." On hearing Sohag's revelation, Chaiti Ahladi said, "I came for necessity. You didn't tell me in the afternoon that you wanted to eat dried fish. So I made it for you. There was no dried fish at home, it was too late to buy it from the market." "Wow! Good start you two, keep going." I came to the room and closed the door. I can't bear it, how can a girl tolerate the pleasure of another girl with her husband! no one can I can't do it either, my chest is going to hurt. The pillow is wet with tears. Met Sohag while studying in college. From there I fell in love, I married for a year without the permission of my family. Sohag's love did not let me suffer for so long. But now Sohag doesn't love me anymore. Maybe someone else is in love, or I just don't like me anymore. Intimacy with Chaiti is increasing day by day. Maybe with Chaiti... "Why did you close the door? Do everything as you wish or not?" I don't want to talk. I wiped my eyes and stood up. When I opened the door, Sohag pushed me and entered the room. Lying on the bed, he said in a commanding tone, "Turn off the lights." I turned off the light and sat next to Sohag. I said in a broken voice, "There was something to talk about." "It's been a long night, I'll hear in the morning." "The words are very urgent, they won't take long." "What's up?" "Don't you love me?" "Why do you feel like this all of a sudden? I separated from my parents because of you. I live in a rented house because my father has such a big house. Even after all this, you think I don't love you?" "Because you love me, I left my parents and came to live with you. But these days I don't see love in your eyes." "See an eye doctor, maybe you have a problem with your eyes. I have office in the morning, I need to sleep. I don't want to waste time listening to fa'l'tu." "Well said! Well sleep." Sohag has been sleeping for some time. There is no sleep in my eyes, various thoughts are crowding in my brain. Sometimes very simple things do not want to understand. What meets the eye is not always true. Sohag has told me several times that Chaiti Bhabhi is his very good friend. In the beginning, I had a lot of feelings with Chaiti, she used to come home on my excuses. I spent hours talking. If there was Sohag, Chaiti's work would not have been rushed. Now I understand how big a mistake I made. I cut the canal and brought the crocodile. The sweet morning sun is shining, even if you want to, there is no way to close your eyes. Of course, you have to get out of bed now, prepare breakfast. I opened my eyes and saw that Sohag was looking at the mobile very carefully. Our wedding picture on the screen. "What are you doing?" Sohag was shocked. Said in a soft voice, "I was looking at such an old picture. What a good time we used to have. I feel like I'm drifting away from you these days." "What's wrong with me here?"