THE TREE OF LEARNING.

HI EVERYONE , MY NAME IS SAI . I WAS A Motherles KID AT THE AGE OF 7. TRULY the day I miss out my mother March 26 ,2005.(due to asthma) I don't have any idea that she had passed away. I was thinking she was sitting and sleeping. Before she is passing away she told me to become a Doctor. From that I was very lonely very sader. I have a younger sister who name is vandu . FOR which to watch out my sister and me .He had married to my mother's younger sister . The day went went out to be fast and the year also.AS the days passes my step mother became harsh .And my sister is had the bad things to go with. DAYS PASS ON I BECAME AN ADULOSENCE as a word given my mother I was preparing for 10 th class exam . The age were I saw too much aniexity and too much temptations to opposite gender. As I have grown became INTROVERT and had no chance to my feelings to my crush . FINALLY THE EXAMS WERE ARRIVED and I have be prepared.so, I started to study day and night even in dreams to get a good score . As a result I also felt too much pain and want to share my feelings with good friend. SO,I reaveled about my crush in class as some distant friends who were only for few minutes asked me . As a result the word passed out to total school and I was very mentally disturbed to share the word my crush as always very respectfully of others. I felt tensed I had many fights with other's but atlast I was not successful in it. I went in to depression for months and I have been isolated being without others. AND my feelings about friendship started to drown . AS I was getting older I thought I need to be single till the age of 28. and rule the world whoever cheats and become a ruler. Already I became fragile inside and started out a new world where I can feel the peacefulness no one to talk jst to observe. these were my imagination of the new world starts..........