Aggression

A Warm Hug

Serena's room was the last thing to do, maybe it wasn't very bad that's what I thought, when I reached her door, it was already opened and the loud sounds from inside could be heard all over the hallway... Sounds of pleasure.

Serena was moving herself frenetically on top of Jonathan, he was so caught up in the moment that didn't notice the moment she turned around and smirked at me... What kind of family is this?

What was she trying to prove? Is this related to the reason why she hated me?

Now that I'm older I realize that she was marking her territory, letting me know that she owned him, that she owned them to be more precise because the next day she ordered me to do the exact same thing and this time it was Saul on her bed.

I got it, she liked them and hated me because they were paying attention to me! But... It wasn't my fault.

Donovan was the harder to get, she tried to get him too as she certainly did before but he was obsessed with me in a scary way. Instead of sleeping with her, he dragged me to his bedroom and r***d me... Imagine how crazy he was! He could have someone loving him willingly but decided to force me.

The last week I spent at the Beauchamp's began with me laying naked in Saul's bed, he requested me for the night and there was nothing I or anyone else could have done, Donovan tried to argue with him and take me but Saul pulled his gun at him... No wonder why Serena hated me, they were putting hands on each other over me?

Donovan let me go and Saul put his gun down and took me with him... The problem with Saul was his addiction, it enhanced the devil inside him.

We got to his room and after ordering me to strip naked, he sat on the floor and started snorting cocaine, thank God he didn't forced me to do it with him, he just let me watch.

I was naked hugging my knees on his bed doing nothing but still something evil whispered in his ear and he just stormed at me. His foreplay was punches and slaps, kicks and spits, only after that he could penetrate me... It was like that every time.

But, because of the drug in his system he just kept going and going, he didn't stopped, he didn't got tired.

_Sir... Please..._ he was hurting me. He already pleased himself inside me twice... What else did he wanted?

Hours nonstop of rough intercourse was too much for my sixteen-year-old body to handle, especially with a man of his size and body. The Beauchamp's were tall and strong men, the way they treated my body was inhumane, they knew the unfairness between their bodies and mine.

I took a big breath of relief when he pushed me aside and went to the bathroom.

_Leave!_ he ordered and I got up slowly and picked my things to leave.

_What is she doing here Saul?_ Serena walked in and I just put my dress on quickly, Serena hated me so much... I wonder if she hated the other girls like that.

_That is none of your business_ he kept cleaning himself_ Just leave you two!

I tried to pass by her and leave the room but she grabbed my hair and pulled it the harder she could and threw me to the floor trying to hit me. Like I said before, I knew I could take her down and beat her ass and I did so.

I unleashed all my frustration and pain on her, she could kill me later but at least I would die happy.

_What the f**k?_ Donovan came running to save his cousin while Saul was just watching enjoying the show_ Stop!

_What is happening here?_ we heard Jonathan too.

_The match of the year California versus Serena, and let me tell you... Serena was loosing hard! _ Saul laughed.

_I'm going to kill that b***h!_ she tried to reach me but Jonathan held her. I was so happy to see her bleeding, I felt like a conquered the world.

_Damn, she hit you good_ Donovan teased her and I felt in my bones that his comment meant a lot to her. She just slept with the others but she actually loved him.

_Rrh_ she groaned and Jonathan's mistake was to turn his back on her because once he did that she pulled his gun and pointed it directly at me.

_Serena!_ he yelled_ Give me my gun right now before I lose my cool with you.

_f**k you Jon, f**k all of you, I'mma kill this b***h right now_ she was mad.

_Serena stop it_ Donovan talked softly to her_ Give me that gun.

_Shut up Don! _ she yelled and shoot at my feet.

_Ah!_ I screamed falling to the ground, she hit my ankle_ Aaah...

_Who won now? _ she asked smiling was about to shoot again but Jonathan tried to take the gun away from her.

They fought a little bit before we all heard the loud shooting noise and saw Jonathan falling holding his stomach.

_What was that noise? _ Sean came to us and almost fainted when he saw all the blood_ What did you do Serena?

_Brother... _ Donovan whispered trying to help his brother_ Hold on, don't you dare die here... Jon...

I was lying there holding my feet in tears when suddenly Sean grabbed my arm and lifted me up. Everybody was so focused on Jonathan and Serena rant they didn't even noticed us leaving.

_Come on... Let's go!_ he was pulling me fast and I did my best to follow his pace.

_It wasn't my fault Sean...

_Shut up, I'm not going to kill_ he grabbed the car keys and helped me in_ We don't have much time...

Sean drove to the nearest bus stop, it was late at night and the street was empty and cold. The winters in Clarksburg are the worst, it was freezing.

_Now go Cali_ he opened my door for me_ Take this!_ gave me his jacket and a bunch of money_ They're busy trying to save Jon so it's your time to run... Take care of yourself and maybe someday you can look for your sister, but now you have to go.

He just went back to the car and left me there in the cold empty street and forgot to tell me the most important thing.

_Wait Sean..._ I tried to run but felt again_ Where is Rome?_ I shouted at him but he was already gone.

I stood up and did my best to walk and kept walking and walking until I got to an average middle-class neighborhood, everybody was sleeping, the streets were quiet, the houses had only the front light on.

I reached my breaking point and hid in the back of one of the houses, right next to the trash bin, I felt asleep.

_Oh my God...

I heard a distant voice but couldn't reply, my mind was so distant from reality and my body numb.

_Dale help me!

_What’s wrong ma... What the f**k is that?_ I heard the voice of a young man.

_Help me get her inside son_ I felt his strong arms lifting me and putting me in a warm place_ I'll call Emelia, stay with her a little.

The woman's voice became even more distant and it was only him.

_Who are you?_ he basically asked himself_ Don't worry you'll be okay.

I don't remember anything else from that day or week, when I woke up a blonde woman was sitting next to me reading a bedtime story.

_I..._ I whispered, my mouth was so dry.

_Oh my God_ she left the book_ Everything is okay honey, don't worry!_ her voice was so sweet and soothing_ You are safe now my child.

_Water...

_Of course, wait a little_ she poured water into a glass that was on my night stand and gave it to me with the help of a straw_ Drink my dear, no... A little more please_ she gave me more when I tried to stop.

Then I looked straight at her, I wouldn't trust anyone anymore.

_My name is Tatiana Nassau, but everybody calls me Tati, I live here with my son and niece, she is the one who took care of you she is a nurse.

_Where am I?

_Honey you are in Greenwood, not far from downtown... I found you outside near the trash bin almost dead_ she touched her heart_ You've been asleep for two days, we had to clean you up and take care of your wound.

_Greenwood..._ I was about an hour far from them_ I have to get out of here!

_You can't move dear, you suffered a big injury on your right ankle, you won't be able to walk for a while.

_What?_ I uncovered my body remembering what happened. I was fully dressed and my foot was above a pillow covered with bandages.

_Emelia did the best she could, but when we found you your foot was purple... She managed to save it but unfortunately maybe you will have sequels.

_At least I'm alive.

_We wanted to call the police.

_No... No please, if you call the police they'll find me, please... If you're going to call the police just kill me already.

_No... Calm down baby, my son thought it was better to let you wake up and explain yourself instead of involving the police.

_Yes..._ I shook my head frenetically and cried loud receiving a warm hug.