Guinevere's life

Tik tok tik tok... as I hear the clock near my bed, the droplets in my IV. it's suffocating, even if this place is so white, I could even hear my heartbeat.Is this what I wanted in my life? I'm only 40 and yet I'm gonna die in this tumor in my kidney. What did I do to deserve this. I don't want to die yet. I still have dreams to achieve,and my husband, Rain, doesn't give a sh!t that I'm gonna die. he's always saying that he have to work or a one week conference in where the hell his company going to. I don't want to die in this room. I have to get out of here! Then, I gather my strength and I managed to get up in my bed, and I take of my IV and changed my clothes. I managed to get out of the hospital and go to our house. it's so dark in our house and then when I come in I heard someone else is here. " I know Rain would be here next Tuesday? Maybe he got early", I said to myself. ask I walk towards our room, I heard giggling and the voice of Rain. "Baby, you're soooo sexy I could eat,hahaha" Rain said flirtatiously... "Honey, what if your wife didn't die, what will happen to me?" the girl said. My heart stopped as I hear them so clear that my brain wants to Burst out. "It can't be Nori, she's my best friend, she'll never do this!" as I cried myself. I gently open the door and I see my husband and my best friend kissing passionately, beside in our bed is our portrait of our wedding. If she's not gonna die, I'll file annulment and I will be yours legally. well I'm always yours right baby", he's kissing and nibbling her breast, and she's moaning so crazy. they didn't even saw me coming inside... These hypocrites, they wanted me dead after all I gave to them! i sacrificed my studies for them coz they can't even make a thesis to pass Computer Engineering. I graduated magna c*m laude after they graduated and got their job in the same company. I passed at Cyber International, the world's biggest computer company, I waited for them to flourish in their company and I'm still under probation because I'm a newbie. But because I got sick and no time to live in this cruel world, and I thought the people that I cherish the most, they're the ones that crushes me into pulp.i dropped the vase,that supposed to be thrown out to them. but my vision got blurry. They were surprised, Gwen! rain shouted as he puts his pants and covers Nori with our bedsheet, dafuk! What the hell you're doing here! you're supposed to be at the hospital! said Rain angrily. "What you're thinking! you're and animal and that girl is a slut! I rushed towards them but Rain pushed me and fell to the broken vase.blood gushing in my head and I began to feel so weak. " you killed her?, Nori said, she's terrified after seeing me, glaring at her."Don't worry, help me to put her in the trunk of the car." Rain said. they wrapped me in a carpet and put me in the trunk, I'm feeling cold and numb. they dropped me to the bridge, it's 2am and no one else goes in that bridge coz there's no lamp there. My lungs filled with water and I can't breathe anymore, a light coming towards me," is this the end? I didn't even get to experience to be happy and get revenge with those people...