5am couldn't come fast enough. I don't know what I was waiting for, since Aiden had told me the previous day that he starts his patrols by 4am, but my body wouldn't let me go anytime less than the required time. If I was too early, I felt like it would read desperate and I was not desperate. I just wanted to see him, and tease him about his girly screams last night, that's not desperate right? Craving to see him with every fibre of my being is not desperate right? It didn't help that the mating season would start tonight either. Maybe that's why I was on edge. This was going to be the first time watching Aiden get intimate with someone. I knew I wouldn't like it, and the fact that it would be Rebecca who is going to taste him first inked me even more. Last night we got a list of who

