The Alpha's First Mating

You're late!

5am couldn't come fast enough. I don't know what I was waiting for, since Aiden had told me the previous day that he starts his patrols by 4am, but my body wouldn't let me go anytime less than the required time.

If I was too early, I felt like it would read desperate and I was not desperate. I just wanted to see him, and tease him about his girly screams last night, that's not desperate right?

Craving to see him with every fibre of my being is not desperate right?

It didn't help that the mating season would start tonight either. Maybe that's why I was on edge. This was going to be the first time watching Aiden get intimate with someone. I knew I wouldn't like it, and the fact that it would be Rebecca who is going to taste him first inked me even more.

Last night we got a list of who will go first in his suite, and as always the rich blonde won. It was not a competition, since we will all get a turn and get to spend a night with him, but knowing I would be the last of the girls sucked.

I was going to be the girl that watched him go on dates each night, and f**k one of the girls and there was nothing I could do about it. I didn't sleep a wink last night trying to find a way to be calm about this. I knew what the season entailed although I didn't think I would be part of it, but liking the Alpha was even worse.

He was not mine, and will never be mine, so why was I feeling so possessive towards him?

I looked at the time and it was 5am at the dot. I quickly rushed downstairs, not carrying if anyone heard me this time. I just wanted to rush back to the river, and hopefully he was going to come pass there.

I couldn't quite remember how I got there yesterday, since I was preoccupied with my thoughts but I trusted my nose and wolf to lead me there.

I easily stripped the silky nightdress and shifted in record time. I let my wolf take control and it ran fast, pushing itself further as it looked for the river. It was quite further than I had remembered, maybe it was because I wasn't keeping attention on the road yesterday, and didn't care where I was going, but now that I did, I was in the rush to go there.

It seemed like hours before I could hear the sound of running water, and the familiar sight of leaves caught my attention. I had reached my destination.

A smile graced my wolfish lips, and now all I needed to do was wait. I shifted back to my human form, but before I could reach the river bank , I saw a beautiful tree with leaves, it looked ancient and made the spot even more beautiful. I was starting to love this place even more.

Today, I planned to have a little swim to wash the sweat away, at least look presentable, but when I finally got closer to the river, I was surprised to see a familiar figure waiting at the river bank with his ass on display. It looked so tight, and round I wanted to sink my teeth into those buns.

What the hell was wrong with me?

"What took you so long?" He didn't even turn when he uttered those words. That's when I realised he was pacing.

"No, I think you're the one early. I came here at the same time I did yesterday" I tried to keep calm although my cheeks were burning at the view I was getting. I know I should look away because my face was turning into a tomato but I just couldn't. His ass was just that beautiful.

"You were already awake when I left. I thought you were going to follow soon after. I have been here waiting for you for an hour and half. I thought you were not coming" he shouted, but the last part sounded more like a whimper than a growl.

Why did he sound hurt?

"I am sorry. I didn't want to seem desperate!" I decided to tell him the truth. Yes, I was awake well before 4am and I am not even sure if I slept. I would have been there first but the fear of being called desperate was real.

I had all these foreign feelings directed to him, and I didn't even know why. I barely knew him, heck I only saw him for the first time, like really seeing him last night, and his lips were connected to another.

I shouldn't be feeling this way, at least not this quickly.

"I am desperate, Euphoria. I am desperate to be with you. You know how hard it is to sleep when I know you're less than ten feet away? You know how hard I have to fight my wolf not to budge in your room, and make you mine?" He growled as he approached.

My body warmed up at his closeness. I could see everything and I liked, no, loved what I saw. It was big but I had no doubt that it would fit flawlessly.

"Aiden, please don't say that. Don't give my heart that kind of dangerous hope. We both know only the goddess has the right to choose a Luna for you?" I panted as his hands snaked around my waist.

"I can't fight these feelings anymore. They get more intense each hour." He finished. Looking straight into my soul, I couldn't help gaze into those blue orbs and again I felt like home, cosy and safe.

He tilted his head, closing the distance between us, and I didn't shy away. Instead I tilted my head, and connected my lips with his. I wasn't usually this bold, I shied away from any physical contact but with Aiden it was easy.

Too easy.

I moved my lips with his, the kiss was slow at first. He tried to savour the first time tasting my lips, but the moment I relaxed and also moved mine, it got heated and desperate real quick.

His hand moved to my neck pushing me even further, like our naked part already touching didn't give him the satisfaction he craved. I know how he was feeling, I wanted more, if I could have mated him I would have, but there were rules to be followed.

I pulled him closer, pulling his long hair, and I groaned, biting his lips, receiving a moan from him in return. My body was on fire, tingles turned into dangerous electricity running through my veins. I just couldn't get enough of him, I tried to stop myself but I couldn't.

He was like a drug, addicting, and I was already hooked. I knew I would be broken at the end of all of this because I stupidly couldn't stop myself, but the truth is I didn't want to. I would rather have five stolen hours with him than nothing.

I moaned loud when his hand gripped my ass squeezing hard, and I knew it was going to leave a mark, but again I didn't care. Everything about our feelings were too intense. They demanded urgency and we didn't have that.

"f**k you taste so good" he groaned, parting for air. His lips went to my neck leaving hickies all over but I didn't care, I moaned pushing my hips further into him.

"We should stop!" I moaned while trying to dry hump his thigh.

"We should," he agreed, pinching my n*****s, and I cried out in pain and pleasure. I wanted more of that. More of the pain and pleasure thing. I didn't know it was possible but everytime he did it, my body wanted to explode with pleasure. I know I was almost there, just more of that pinching and I will be on the moon.

"Do it again?" I pleaded.

"Do what?" He growled. I knew he knew what I wanted but the stupid Alpha always wanted to be begged but even in this state I was not going to go as far begging.

"Pinch my n*****s, make me c*m Aiden." This time I was commanding. I was his equal even though I was a nobody in this pack, his pack.

He didn't fight me on this, he pinched my n*****s hard, his teeth sinking into my neck, one hand on my waist and it didn't take long before I fell apart in his arms, crying his name. It felt perfect like it was meant to be.

Another dangerous thought.

Warm liquid coated my stomach, and that's when I realised he was also dry humping my stomach. I know we couldn't have s*x yet, but this was as perfect as it could get before Friday night.

"Let's run away together?" His whispered, shocking me, and I quickly let go of him. I was not sure if I could stand on my own two feet yet, but I was not going to be stupid enough to entertain this idea.

"The only thing I admired about you, was how you boldly told me you're going to go through with the mating no matter what. It showed your character, and what kind of alpha you're going to be. This has to be fair.

Don't you dare be a coward and prove me wrong. Be a man of your words!" I said with tear filled eyes. I know having a private time with him every morning was not fair, yes I felt a little guilty but running away, that is just crazy, especially when I knew how important this mating season is for the pack.

But before he could answer I turned on my hills and ran. I knew if he insisted I would cave. I was a coward but I hoped he would be strong enough for the both of us, and do the right thing and it hurt that I wasn't the right thing, and will never be.

One of the good days I needed to tell him the truth, before he becomes too invested in me, and come up with more stupid ideas. He needed to know that I wasn't the one for him.

And will never be!