After work I drove to Kellan’s, ready to tell him everything that happened during lunch. We had agreed to never keep secrets from each other, and I figured that this one counted as something he would want to know about. As I was driving, I began to think about all the things that Tim said.
I can’t tell you how many times I’ve seen older men chase after guys like Charlie, hoping to impress them enough into a relationship. Plus, Kellan was barely experiencing men for the first time. He was like a kid in a candy store. Who was I to limit him, when there was so much to explore? Couple that with my fears from earlier, and my head overflowed with endless fears and worries.
As I walked up the steps to Kellan’s place, I tried to shake those thoughts. Why couldn’t I just let myself enjoy the fact
