SARAH I swore I’d never be back here ever again, even if it killed me, but life has a funny way of humbling a person, especially when your aunt was one phone call away from a cancer diagnosis. The visit to the hospital was last week and all the tests were run, but we still had not gotten the results yet. The wait was agonizing, to say the least, because of the uncertainty I felt in my stomach. Aunt Bella was living her life as normally as she could. It was like the hospital visit never happened. She was still going to work, albeit taking things easy, and she was still her. We haven’t talked about what she might have ever since we got back from the hospital, but I’ve always wondered how she was so calm? Why wasn’t she freaking out? I was two seconds away from a panic attack and she was act

