Benefits of a Broken Heart

Chapter 24 Let's Never Leave

---Taylor's POV---

After the most amazing s*x I think I have ever had, we have our foreheads leaning against one another. I can feel his palm still on my cheek as his thumb is rubbing over the top of my cheekbone, caressing lightly.. This has turned from the most passionate moment I have ever been apart of, to a sensual one, not just because of the actual s*x, but because of how special it felt in that passionate moment we got to share together.. It felt like it was saying so much more in that moment than either of us could ever say.

I feel his hands wrap further around the small of my back before pulling me into him more than I already am. I run my fingertips through his hair lightly as he lays his head down on top of my chest. "Don't ever leave me please.. I don't ever want this to end." He says in a muffled tone with his face being buried in my chest. I giggle at that as I declare,"You're just saying that because you just got s*x and my t**s are in your face."

I can feel and see his head shaking as he sits it up and stares at me for a moment. "Do you really think that?" He asks me as I just shake my head, not answering out right. "To me.. that was something mind blowing.." I scoff at his comment as he quickly puts his hand up to me to stop me so he can continue. "No I mean it.. To ME, that was the most amazing moment of my life.. I have had lots of s*x so don't get me wrong.. But that was not just s*x, that was more to me than that.. I felt like I connected with you differently than anyone else that I have done that with.. that was something I will never forget.. You're just special to me Tay and that was the cherry on top." He explains with so much honestly in his eyes, trying to make sure I understand what he is trying to say.

He is so sweet.. I have never felt like this either, but for him to say it, makes it so much better and special then what it was. "Wow.. it's so amazing that you can just be so open like that with me. I have never had that and at the risk of sounding crazy, I feel the same.. I have had s*x and other ties shared but that was... sensual, intoxicating.. just enthralling all around. and about what you said before.. I wouldn't leave you if you truly wanted me around. You would have to give me a reason for me to actually go.. because right now you're giving me so many reasons to stay that I don't want to leave."

"So you feel this between us too?" he asks me, causing me to nervously bite my lip as I vigorously nod at him.. I'm not as brave to talk about this as he is. I watch him inch closer to my face as he puckers his lips just to press them gently to mine. "I love this.. all of this." He says into my lips as I smile bigger than ever before, whispering right back with that teeny tiny bit of confidence he has given to me. "I wish we didn't ever have to leave.. and that not just because of the s*x, I connect with you so much that I would spend all day every day with you if I could" He presses his lips back into mine as he says. "let's never leave." He says to me as I giggle at his innocent thought that could never actually happen.

"Really? Would you want that? I figured after you got some s*x, you would go back to your priorities of school and hockey." I say tp him as he shakes his head. "You're priority.. I just want to be here with you.. I don't care that I got sex.. I love it so don't get me wrong but it wasn't what I was planning.. I really just wanted to spend the day with you.. You're the only person who I connect with on so many levels.. and I just love our time together.. and the s*x was the amazing cherry on top to the perfect morning.. and I bet by the end of today it will be the perfect day because I'm not going anywhere." He declares making my heart skip a thousand beats that I might actually pass out.. what is happening? I feel like this is all a dream.. a wonderful everything I wanted and more situation.

I feel his grip tighten around me as he quickly picks me up and off of the counter. I gasp and squeak, holding onto him tight to make sure I don't fall. His chuckle is heard in my ear as he states. "You're safe with me, I won't hurt you.. let alone drop you." This comment sends chills down my spine for so many reasons, as I don't fight his embrace, I just give into it. I let him carry me wherever he wants me to go.

I hear his footsteps taking me to who knows what area of our place. I've nuzzled my face into his neck, just holding him tight.. trying to enjoy every last bit of this as long as I'm allowed to, because time with someone is never guaranteed and the time that is given is always limited.. So since I don't know how much time we will have together, I will make sure to enjoy this moment because it's better than I ever imagined and I will dream and reminisce of this for years to come. I promise you that.

I can hear a door opening and by the strong scent of his amazing musk hitting my nostrils, I can only assume that he has taken me to his room.. This idea alone has sucked the air straight from my lungs.. What does he plan to do in here? I mean, I have already had s*x with him, so maybe just more of that.. and if that is the case, then I will gladly join.. but I have never seen his room yet and the idea of him taking me here, makes my throat hitch along with the sound of the door shutting behind us.

I felt him bend down as we lightly bounced on the mattress. I still don't let go of him but neither does he. I feel his hands caress across my back lightly before he starts kissing my neck. Before I know it, He is flipping us over so my back is on his bed, along with him hovering over me. This scares me, of course, causing a gasp because I obviously didn't expect this.. but I won't object one bit. I stare up at him with my mouth slightly ajar, as his knee-weakening smirk appears. "I still owe you that full-body massage and needed a little more room, so I brought you in here." He explains softly as I quickly retort. "So it has nothing to do with the fact that you want to get me in your bed?"

His baritone, chest-rumbling laugh fills the room and sends chills all over my body with that rumble alone. "Well I was thinking I was being a little sneaky by saying I needed more room.. but obviously not sneaky enough.. but I also didn't want to just let myself in your room and believe me, I would have s*x with you anywhere if that's what we wanted.. Hence the kitchen counter that's now tainted by your amazing ass-ets." He states this without hesitation, making me blush as he laughs more before adding. "Don't worry, I don't mind one bit and believe me, I will think of today all the time and very fondly.. I will have so many dreams about that, because it's ingrained in my brain."

I smile and giggle at that as I shake my head only a little bit because I feel like I have to object even though he is right and I feel the exact same right now. "I loved it all too.. But you weren't fooling anyone with your tactics.. But don't worry, I would probably never object to you and the fun time you bring, because believe me, I will be dreaming about you too." I respond as another one of those rumbling purrs emerges from his chest and to say it turns me on is a complete understatement. "Did you just purr?" I ask him as he looks confused thinking about my question before he replies.. "I guess it would seem like a purr right? I don't know, I have only done that with you, so your guess is as good as mine." He retorts, making me grin as I state. "Either way, it's sexy as f*#k and you don't know how much confidence that gives me to know that I'm the only one who has caused this for you."

"You're the only one who has done so much for me already.. with my mind, body and soul.. whether you know it or not." he states making my smile face-splitting, which causes him to lean in and give me a fast peck on the lips accompanied by an adorable grin. His words are exactly what I wanted to hear. I just hope with all my heart, that he is not just telling me what I want to hear, I hope he meant every word.

I watch him sit up off the bed and me making me sad at the cold that's now covering my body without him there to give me warmth. He grabs me by my legs and quickly flipping me over so I'm now on my stomach. I can feel him sitting back down, with his member rubbing across my ass with the both of us still naked. His strong huge hands start massaging over my shoulders and neck first. Really getting into there to get rid of those stubborn knots. I moan out just loving this, because after everything this is exactly what I needed.. I feel his hands drift just a little farther down, now including my mid back with the shoulders and neck. He goes back and forth between them making my body completely relax under his comforting touch.

I feel him keep making his way down my back, before he stops and adds music to the mix, to make it a more relaxing scene than I ever expected.. I feel him continue to work on my back as the moans keep making their way out of my mouth, but he doesn't falter, he sticks to his word, just massaging every last inch of my body with his strong hands.. After a little bit, he rolls me over onto my back as he continues to give me the stress relief I have craved for, just like he told me he would.. I have never had a man like this in my life.. every single man I have been around has lied to me one way or another, so for a very long time that's just how I thought men were, but come to find out there are men like Austin.. I have heard of such men but never seen them, so maybe just a rare breed, but believe me it's astonishing all the same. His is somehow the man of my dreams and I hope I never have to wake from this dream, because, trust me when I say, I will kill whoever decides to wake me from this amazing fantasy.