I lay on my bed exhausted as hell. I had been crying since I got back from school. I wanted someone to wake me up from the nightmare I was living. Jake, Mason, and Ashton all three of them made me this way. I thought for once that I had genuine people who cared about me other than Jess. Not knowing that the whole time everything was an act, how could I have missed something so glaring at first it felt foreign but I warmed up to it. I thought I didn't care about having just one friend all my life but when they came to me I realized that it was a lie.
I hated myself so much for falling for something so stupid my plan to graduate without any unnecessary attention was a huge fail and I am all at fault I can't believe someone could be so stupid and desperate for attention even though I believe
