As Mason walked out it was just silence between me and Jess, I didn't say anything and she didn't either we just sat, I told Mason to leave but it hurt when he did like did he just walk out of my life? It was what I wanted so why did it feel this way Are you okay with that?” Jess asked finally saying something like she was just reading my mind “It is for the better” I said and it sounded more like I was trying to convince myself so “That right,” Jess said, squeezing my thigh. She joined me on the bed and we watched a movie together till I fell asleep. By the time I woke up Jess was gone and it was my mum and Sasha talking in the ward, they were both whispering like there were trying not to wake me up. “Hey mum” I said sleepily and when she saw I was awake she stood and checked the dri

