I could feel myself beginning to drift away, Jess' face just kept coming to my mind, my mum, my sister it wouldn't be fair for me to just leave the few people I had just like that. I started to regret my decision. I wanted to jump up but I couldn't. The tub felt so deep like I was drowning in a river, the water filled my lungs as I took it in. I struggled slapping the water around me but it was like something was dragging me down deeper and deeper. The last thing I heard was screaming I assumed was either from Jess or Sasha but I couldn't figure out who, because everything sounded muffled, I couldn't struggle anymore I just laid there letting the water envelop me in darkness. I opened my eyes slowly and everywhere was white, am I in heaven? I thought to myself until I heard a continuous

