When we met.

A lot of Thinking

Logan stood in the door taking everything she was throwing at him, he deserved it and he knew that but that doesn't mean it didn't hurt. "Lindsey please listen", she fell to the floor and lay her back on the side of the bed so that she didn't have to face him but waited for him to explain why he just crushed their contract and more importantly to Lindsey, her heart. "I know you need the truth now, I see that so can we please just go to the conference room and talk", that didn't seem to please her as she found the last thing near her which was remote control and aimed it right at his chest where it hit with force making him hold his hand there for a while. "You really think I want to go to that room with you, are you serious right now? No, you want to talk, you talk right here and right now". Logan moved closer as he wanted to sit on the bed but Lindsey moved away to the step near the bathroom where she sat with her head in her hands, "well then, I have packing to do to make this quick".

Logan's Flashback:

It all started 5 years ago when I first met her, ironically it was at a club. I saw her with her friends dancing to the music slowly but with every movement exaggerated, I mean that girl could move. I watched her from the window in the private area for most of the night but I finally decided to talk to her. When we walked it was like I knew her all my life, I introduced her to this world but she wasn't a virgin by far. She liked everything we did and I didn't have to worry about her getting hurt or anything because she took control most of the time. After a year of being my submissive, I started feeling things I'd never felt before towards her and took a big leap and listened. Little did I know that was starting a whole new cycle then and there because I broke my rules for her, loved her and even worse trusted her. I didn't know she was with me for my money until 3 years ago when I proposed, she took the ring sold it and told me she wanted someone else. It hurt a lot but that's when I realised when being with her I hurt so many people, I pushed away those who raised me and loved me all for this manipulative woman. I changed myself for the better and it was only a couple of days ago that she turned up here, she got under my skin and controlled me once again. As much as I try and resist she always has a hold over me no matter what she does.

End of Flashback:

" Which brings me to now, I didn't mean for that to happen but Lindsey even though I feel bad you need to understand your place here as my submissive. You can't feel jealous or upset or love nothing". Lindsey sat it astonishment by his words and even though she had some pity for him until those emotions were abolished to as she remembered something he had just said. "This has happened twice!" she stood up from the step and felt utter anger towards him, with every step she took Logan, tried to explain himself to her but Lindsey listened to none of it. Just as she was about to grab her suitcase Logan kicked it so that it fell but didn't realise he kicked her hand in the process until she yelped and pulled it back up to her chest. "Lindsey I'm sorry I didn't mean that", she looked at him and for the first time, no matter what he did this past week, this was the first time she looked at him in pure disgust. "Lindsey please I'm sorry", she picked up the suitcase with the other hand and tried to get downstairs with one hand injured and the other carrying a heavy suitcase. Alfred met her at the bottom and although he tried to convince her to stay, Lindsey couldn't so instead of fighting her he hugged her tightly followed by Josie and took her suitcase for her. "Lindsey wait!" Josie stopped him at the bottom of the stairs and shook her head at him in disappointment, something he hadn't seen for a while. "Please wait", he murmured before sitting on the stairs.

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Lindsey's P.O.V:

As Alfred took my suitcase I could hear Logan shouting from the top of the stairs but I couldn't handle this anymore especially with the feelings I have for him. Although I'm his sub and I'm not meant to feel anything and definitely not after what he's just done but I can't help it. "Lindsey I'm taking you to the hospital to get your arm checked over", I shook my head but he insisted even after I told him I needed to get more suitcases from the room but he just told me he would sort it. Driving to the hospital was awkward but when we arrived I had my x-ray which confirmed that it was only a sprain and after apologising to Alfred countless times for wasting his time, he didn't mind a bit. We arrived at my house and he took my suitcase up for me even though I insisted I'd be fine he just wouldn't let me, it's a good job I kept my house. "I will go and collect the rest of your suitcases from Logan's Lindsey if that is what you wish but do think about forgiving him. Before you say I know what he's done but trust me on this, he has been a much better person in this past week than he has been in a very long time". Alfred smiled and left which left me thinking on whether or not I could go back to Logan and be his submissive and although I wished all my heart would tell me no, it just wouldn't. It was the thought of having to hide my feelings around him that I had developed in a week, I can't feel anything it was in the contract, so why do I?

I have a lot to think about before Alfred gets back.