Not Him.
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There is a very sensitive scene in this chapter so I will place a warning as to where it starts and if you wish to skip it then please do.
Once Alfred and Josie had taken Lindsey home she entered the house with a bag in her hand full of things the doctor has prescribed her for her pregnancy, the medication that she would have to hide from Logan. Josie took the bag from her hand and told Lindsey she would keep them safe for her and give them her every time she needed one. Lindsey decided to head to the room full of books with the fire and pick one from the shelf. She lay on the sofa book in hand and read as time passed her by until she was asleep with the book on her chest. "Where is she?" Logan had pushed open the door quite loudly but still Lindsey lay asleep, "Lindsey wake up!" Logan demanded her and once he shouted, her eyes shot open. As she looked up Logan was there hovering over her and instead of seeing care and passion in his eyes, they were taken captive by dominance, lust and fear of losing power. "Come with me", he ordered her and she lay still not understanding what she could have possibly done but little did she know that was the worst thing she could have possibly done. "I said come with me!" he pulled up on her arm so that she stood in front of him and immediately threw her over his shoulder but she wasn't concerned for herself just for her baby. "What have I done?" he smacked her ass sharply and she knew not to ask anything else just to stay quiet. As he carried her upstairs she passed Alfred and Josie who looked at her with concern but they had already tried everything to stop Logan in his path that no one knew what it was about.
Sensitive Scene:
He threw open the door and flung Lindsey onto the bed but luckily she landed on her back and not her stomach and just as she tried to move Logan had slammed the door shut and stood in her path. "Going somewhere?" she could feel the tears beginning to form in her eyes but she would not show him how truly scared she was. "What have I done master?" he growled and shook his head at her taking two steps towards her as Lindsey took one back. By the time she had stepped back she was at the edge of the bed and fell back onto her back. She had never seen him like this before not even when he hurt her so badly that she went back to her house for a few hours. He knelt down so that his legs trapped her body underneath him. He started by tearing open her top off of her body leaving the top half of her body naked as he ripped the bra off as well. Without kissing her once he moved down and did the same thing to her trousers and underwear leaving her fully exposed to him. Logan let out a sharp growl before taking each one of his clothes off and then pulling Lindsey off of the bed so that she stood in front of him, leaving her body shaking at his touch. "Save the tears", he sat on the sofa and pulled her over his knee sharply and Lindsey couldn't cope knowing her baby could be harmed. "Master please don't I have done nothing wrong", as she spoke her final words Logan spanked her sharply and she let out a small cry. "You need your 20 spankings so take them", he hit her again only this time harder. By the tenth spanking, Lindsey was overwhelmed with tears and just as she thought it was all over after ten Logan pushed her onto the bed so that she lay on her stomach. He moved away slightly and opened a draw only to pull out a flogger with his right hand. "Master please leave me be, I have done nothing wrong", she cried out as she feared her baby could have been hurt in the process but he did not care. Instead, he handcuffed her so that she couldn't move and vastly hit her with the flogger to keep her quiet. Lindsey shouted out her safe word numerous times but Logan just carried on hurting her body and he had definitely gone past 20 spankings. Logan threw the flogger on the floor and yanked Lindsey by her hair so that she was on all fours and shoved his d**k in her penetrating her sharply. All throughout her cries, there was no pleasure going through her body, could he really not hear her? He removed himself from her and spun her around so that she faced him and kissed her lips fighting for access that Lindsey would not give. This just made him angrier so he shoved two fingers inside of her and bit her lip so that each time he fingered her she had to kiss him.
This is where the sensitive scene ends but this is the aftermath:
After three hours Logan left Lindsey alone in the room and gave her the reason that he had a bad day at work and needed her. Lindsey tried to move but her body burned and ached but she knew she had to move as she lay in covers with her blood stained on them. She reached for her phone and called Josie to get to the room and it didn't take long before Josie was by her side, comforting her as she cried. "What about my baby?" Josie tried calming her down and explained that the baby should be fine and that they would check tomorrow with the doctor to be sure. Josie fetched a robe from the draw and wrapped it around Lindsey so that she wasn't fully naked when she fetched Alfred for help. They ran her a bath and both of them helped her to it before Alfred left for Josie to take over, leaving Alfred to speak with Logan.
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Lindsey's P.O.V:
Josie helped me into the bath and washed the dried blood from my back making sure to be careful in the places that I winced at. "That wasn't him Josie, he's not there", Josie frowned at me before tilting my head back to wash my hair. Once I was washed and soaked in hot water, Josie helped me from the bath and although I felt ashamed of my body at this moment, she didn't care as she didn't leave my side once. "Let's get you back to your room", as we walked back to my room I couldn't help but think that this was the man I liked. No, I didn't like him, I actually loved him and for him to do this to me as his submissive, makes me ashamed of myself.
After all, how can I learn to forgive someone who can do that to me? I guess we will just have to see what tomorrow brings.
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