6 years later
805 Words
I stir in my sleep I feel a stab in my heart by now I should be used to this to the pain but I am not.
lilly is not in my bed she is with him, she found a new mate and she hooks up with him and does not think I know but I feel it I feel it in my heart and it just reminds me of what I did to AMY my AMY she felt worse because I Was her mate I made promisses and she loved me
Jordano is now 6 years old he is strong I geus but he is not as strong as the boys at this age I geus the boys are 12 now janey must be 9 and my kis must be 6 to. the pain gets worse and I pass out on the bed
I feel something on my arm lilly is back she smells of him I could get him killed but that would kill lilly so I just accept it.
"I love you miro " she wispers
and just for this moment I cant keep my words in
"is that why you f**k him ? "
she looks shocked
" I...I how "
"I feel it lilly it hurts me a lot, I have not touched another female but you have slept with him"
"miro itsnot what you think he is my mate I love you but he is my mate! "
" she was my mate to lilly you made me leave her she was my mate and I have not touched her I left her ,.. I let her leave me with my kids I picked you ! "
"Miro , she was just a fox , I am your luna "she answers
my heart hurts she has no shame
"I am going into town tomorrow with Jordano "I tell her
I have hope maybe I can find amy there in the human town
"oke" she answers and we both fall asleep
I take my son to the town I Search everywhere as I get close to thee seaside, the beach I feel a pull I am almost scared.
thats when I see her she has changed her body is still small but she looks so strong.
she seas me and I feel tingels over my hole body I feel the buzz nd then she breaks eye contact!
I am her alpgha how can she just break eye contact!
I storm to her Jordano in my arms when I aproche her I grab het arm and turn her around and I kiss her I taste her salty tears ad that calms me a little I broke her.
and I promisse myself I will fix her, I will get her back.
I feel her little hand push me away and all I can think is mate.
"I am working , can we not do this " she sounds angry and sad and my heart breaks a litlle
I follow her eyes to the little boy in my arms that don't seem to happy at this point.
" let my mommy goooo you monsterrrrr" I hear behinde her and I see the cutest girl running towards us and janey frozen holding a 6 year old boy by his hands and all I can feel is sorry , I am sorry that I left them to fend for them self I am sorry I hurt my mate and my kids and my familly.
"please talk to me AMY , I am sorry I am the alpha I had no choice"
"you did not even come after me now you come after me ow that we are oke now that we finaly got over you ? " she is crying
"I am here now why di you have to make everything so damn hard" the girl is now hangin on my leg she is strong she pushes me and fights me does she not feel who I am ?
she shakes and gets angry and than amy grabs her and calms her
"dont change baby there are humans her dont change "
I am stuned and I feel Jordano moving in my arms he wats to get down.
I put him down and he starts walking around, like he owns the place the little boy comes running to him with two toy cars in his hands.
"do you want to play ? " he asks and I see Jordaano thinkig before he says
"yes " and he taks the car handed to him they walk away as the boy leads him to another room I think.
a part of me is worried for jordaano but I feel the boy's intentions are not bad.
all I can do now is hope she comes back to me.
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