broken?
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Miro pov
when I walk in I see her staring at me like she is in love and it scares me.
I can really hurt her with my secrets and my mistakes and that scares me!
the thought of her leaving me can kill me.
I walk up to her and kiss her on that sweet smile on her face.
"promisse me you will never leave me" I whisper
she laughs "promisse me you will never make me" she replies
"never !" I kiss her here in our perfect bubble we are safe... she will never leave me.
we walk down to see that the boys and Janey have ate all the panncakes
amy laughs and kisses me on my cheeks softly
"You have fed our baby's"
I frown again my baby's ..
the day goes on perfectly , we picknick , we laugh
and it feels like I am finaly home , and I am not about to lose my home.
at the end of the day the kids are exhausted amy goes on to put janey in bed and I take care of the boys after the shower and brushing their theeth I read 3 bed time stories and I dont even mind reading the stories I love these kids ...
thats when my heart skips A beat ,.. these kids our my kids not by blood but by bond this is my familly I can never lose my familly
I need to fix this she can never find out
I go to my office to find her waiting for me
"I can't keep doing this , last night was a misstake"
I leave my office to go to my mate.
as I come in she stands only in her underwear and bra I walk up to her, I don't want to f**k tonnight I just want to make love.
I hold her to my body and lay her down on the soft bed her hands roam my body and I softly let my hands go down her body my hands cup her breast I eel myself drooling before I take one in my mouth than the other. I slowly kiss her I llok into her eyes and I feel something move something imprtant happend when I looked in her eyes I don't know what but I force myself inside her still looking in her eyes I I hear her soft moans an gasps it drives me crazy I can't help but think that I need this for ever I never had this with annyone else I feel her tremble and as she cums, I c*m and thats how we fall asleep.
amy' pov 3 weeks later
I felt it , he made love to me and it felt as if the earth moved.
somewhing happend , I feel everything I feel the beat of his heart the usic of his soul.
We have had it good these weeks last week I had a pains so hard it felt like I could not breath but he always makes me feel better I have been sick every morning this week to but he loves me and I think I love him
whispers wake me from my peacefull sleep it sounds like arguing , my bed is emty and I feel emty.
I open the door to find miro arguing with a girl she looks beautifull and strong I am instantly jalous and I don't know why
"this is Lily , the luna of another pack she came with some news and its just uhh pack bisness"
miro says he seems nervous and Lily seems angry
"oke, but why is she calling on you at night like , her pillows are not fluft up enough ? "
I know I should not give him this attitude but its 2 am and I dont think I like this Luna around
I hear her growl for me to bow my head but I don't work like that
I sigh "you can growl all you want I don't work like that respct is earnd and not forced "
I look to miro and he looks guilty I roll my eyes and storm in the room miro follows me
I don't know how to feel
"what is going on miro " I ask qietly
"its not what you think... "
now my mind cant stop seeing them naked I have a feeling that they have been naked the have been fuckig all this time and I am the last to know the smirks from sabrina and the other girls were because they knew
"than what is it because I know it was not her pillow thats bothering her"
"amy ..lily is uhh.."
before he can finnish his sentence Lily storms in
"he is right its not what you think 3 weeks ago I came here I found my mate but I needed to close things of because I loved miro and I slet with him"
"you knew he had a mate you had a mate and you slept with him ?.. "
tears well up in my eyes I look at miro and I don't know who this is annymore
"why are you here "
"I am carrying his child 3 weeks now and he has layed with me he promissed to mark me he told me he would tell you my mate has left me because I slept with him and I do I love miro "
I freeze 3 weeks ,.. tears are flowing down my face
"you cant emagine the pain I feel right now ,.. all this time I had a pain so hard I could not breath you were not here you were with her you caused me this pain. you saw me suffer I feel so dirty you make me feel dirty "
I see miro's face he looks so guilty I lok down and see that he is holding her hand
"you don't understand it does not have to be like this, the pack needs a strong luna and they need strong wolf pups and I ,.. I never wanted to hurt you "
I don't wait another second I storm away to the closed I start packing franticly I cant stay here
"mark her I don't care just let us go " I scream tears flowing down my face
I see pain flash in his eyes
"I can't ... I cant let you go amy you are my mate"
a part of me feels relief but I can't forgive him mmy heart hurts to much
"you need to stay here in the pack I have a house ready in the pack just for you and the kids Im sorry"
" I don't want to stay miro I will not stay here "
"you have no choice my pack is to important to let your feelings come before them I can not be weak ,you are to stay in the pack "as I try to storm out of the room pack woriors suround me"
My heart hurts
last I hear is miro saying
"Im sorry amy you were not supose to find out "
right before I pass out
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