Maybe Today?

Love & Pain: Part 1

[Jessie's POV]

Hope is a damn thing sometimes, one moment making you think everything is possible or fine and the next completely shattering that possibility. Exactly how I felt when nothing else weird happened in the past 5 days, that was until I came home.

*********** That Morning **************

I woke up feeling refreshed and loving my new life, not only that but enjoying being alive and starting my new job today made it better. I got up and practically danced to the bathroom to get ready for this amazing day. While in the middle of brushing my teeth, my phone lit up and seeing the caller ID made me even more happy. It was Hannah's brother and boy was I happy to see his name. After spitting and rinsing out my mouth and sink, I picked up the call, thankful it was still going, and brightly telling him "Good morning."

"Hahaha good morning to you to Jessie," he said while chuckling, "There was something you wanted to talk about right?" He sounded unsure of the questioned he asked but quite frankly I thought it was cute.

{Okay, quick fact I always had that huge crush on my best friend's brother, but I was realistic enough to know nothing would happen between the two of us}

"Ah, yes sorry, I was wanting to know if there's any way we could meet up and talk about Hannah? Or facetime sometime when we're both available?" Offering as a guidance, he chuckles and replies, "Sure thing, I'll text you later!" With that we hang up and while smiling like a fool, I walk out the door and head to my first day at of work.