Chap 1.
The bass thundered through the floorboards, a rhythmic pulse that vibrated in the chest of everyone in the room. Strobe lights sliced through the haze of the club, blinding and erratic. At the dead center of the cramped stage stood a young man who seemed to command the very air around him. He wore nothing but skin-tight black trousers that emphasized the lean, powerful length of his legs, leaving his sculpted eight-pack abs completely exposed.
His body moved with a predatory grace, swaying in perfect synchronization with the beat. It was as if the spotlights were his personal disciples, refusing to shine on anyone but him. Below, a sea of girls watched with hungry, wide-eyed adoration, their voices rising in a feverish chant that drowned out the music.
“Julian! Julian Cross!”
Tucked away from the chaotic mosh pit was the VIP section—the territory of the elite. These were the guests who dropped astronomical sums just to secure a prime view of the stage. High-society women swirled vintage red wine in crystal stems, their expressions unreadable behind oversized Cartier shades. Yet, behind those dark lenses, their eyes were predatory, glued to every ripple of his muscle and every drop of sweat that trailed down his skin. They were the true players. Unlike the screaming teenagers, they didn't waste their breath. They were there to spend millions for the chance to "claim" him as their own.
A go-go boy who was notoriously impossible to get into bed—that was the enigma that drove these women mad. At most, they could win a private dinner or a few drinks, but Julian was an impenetrable fortress. He declined every proposition with a charm that managed to keep them from taking offense. If anything, his refusal only sharpened their curiosity, turning him into the ultimate prize.
Julian’s muscles coiled and flexed with every thump of the bass. His footfalls were heavy and deliberate, stamping his authority onto the stage. Every movement of his arms was a masterclass in controlled power—sharp, decisive, yet fluid. Each body roll was a calculated display of his core, a perfect wave of muscle. His face was a mask of icy allure, his brow glistening under the neon glow. He licked his lips—a fleeting, provocative gesture—before executing a flawless spin that ended precisely as the music cut to black.
As he descended to the floor to mingle, the crowd of young women swarmed. They didn't hesitate to let their palms slide over his hardened stomach, their fingers tracing the lines toward his waistband. Julian caught their wrists with a smirk just before they went too deep. When a few bolder girls pulled him in for a kiss, he didn't recoil. He met them with an intoxicating intensity, lips locking and tongues tangling in a breathless, lingering dance before he finally pulled away.
He eventually made his way to the center VIP booth, where a difficult guest sat with her arms crossed, waiting. She was a fixture of the club, a woman who appeared every weekend to sit in this exact spot alone. Everything about her screamed old-money opulence: the shimmering designer coat, the blinding glare of her diamond rings, and the unmistakable flash of her red-bottomed heels.
Julian swiped a glass and slid into the seat beside her, offering a silent toast. She acted as if he were invisible, offering no reaction. Reading the room, Julian leaned in close, his voice a low, honeyed rasp against her ear. “Did I do something to upset you, sweetheart? Let me take three shots as an atonement.”
He knocked back three rounds of heavy liquor in quick succession. The burn was immediate, making his vision swim for a second. It seemed to soften her. She picked up a slice of fruit and held it to his lips. With eyes full of practiced, sultry intent, Julian watched her as he parted his lips to take the offering from her hand.
“Spend the night with me,” she murmured, her gaze dark with raw desire. “I’ll give you five thousand dollars.”
Julian offered a hollow laugh, dodging the desperation in her eyes. “You’re underestimating me. I might be a go-go boy, but I’m not a rent boy. I only go to bed with someone I love.”
The moment was shattered by a woman in a shimmering sequined dress from the neighboring table. She leaned over, her voice dripping with malice. “Aren't you a little too old to be hunting young boys? Have you no shame? It’s New Year's Eve—shouldn't you be home with your husband?”
She was another regular, a woman in her late thirties who was constantly vying for the booth next to the lady in the red-bottomed heels. Rumor among the staff was that they were ruthless rivals in the corporate world, and that bitterness followed them into the nightlife.
Ignoring the insult, the woman in sequins reached out, grabbed Julian’s chin, and crushed her mouth against his in a violent, messy kiss. Her other hand scrambled over his torso, leaving trails of loose glitter from her dress stuck to his damp, smooth skin.
A foul, sickening taste flooded Julian’s mouth and nose. He could tell with nauseating accuracy exactly what this woman had eaten for dinner.
The older lady didn't intervene. She simply leaned back, watching the forced kiss with a look of cold disdain. A smirk played on her lips as she noticed Julian’s brow furrow in silent disgust, yet she did nothing to pull the intruder away.
They all knew the truth. A twenty-year-old in the prime of his life didn't actually enjoy being pawed at by women the age of his mother. But in this neon-lit underworld, he was a servant to their whims. Besides, the tips from these women could equal a month’s salary for any ordinary worker.
By the time his grueling shift ended, it was past 2 AM. The world had officially turned the page to a New Year.
On the streets, a young family struggled with a toddler who was having a meltdown, refusing to go home after the fireworks. A couple strolled past Julian, hands intertwined; the girl was pouting playfully, whispering to her boyfriend about a limited-edition designer bag she’d been eyeing for months. A group of guys his age were locked in a heated, passionate debate about a scientific research project at their university.
Then there was Julian. He dragged his exhausted, soul-drained body toward home.
His stomach roared with hunger, a sharp reminder that he hadn't eaten a single bite all night. Spotting a corn dog stand, he veered toward it. As he reached into his pocket for some crumpled bills, his fingers slipped. His phone tumbled through the air and landed with a splash in a murky puddle of rainwater.
Julian stood frozen, staring down at the dead device. His throat tightened, and a sudden, hot sting pricked his eyes. For everyone else, tonight was about connection—family, lovers, and shared blessings. For him, it was just the end of a long, dehumanizing shift. The sight of his own broken life against the backdrop of everyone else’s happiness made the loneliness feel like a physical weight on his chest.
Suddenly, a slender, pale hand reached into the water and retrieved the phone for him. He looked up and was met with a smile so radiant it seemed to cut through the midnight gloom. Perhaps years later, he would look back and realize he’d never find another smile quite that warm again.
“Is this yours?” she asked softly.