Be My Guy

Chapter 5

Lukas

It hurt to see Mason with that Mel girl. She is nice and pretty but I thought may be just maybe he had feelings for me too after our kiss. I went back to my room and cried myself to sleep. I had spoke to the Doc this morning and got the job at the clinic so I woke up early and got dressed. I had breakfast at the dinner and went to the clinic, the day was going well and I felt happy because this is what I love to do. The doc went for his lunch break, when a tall guy walked in. "Hi, I'm Chase and I have an appointment with .." I interrupted him "The doc's on break and I am his assistant, you could either wait or I could help. He smiled and stripped his shirt I saw tattoos all over and that was how we connected. We met for coffee and I figured he was also interested in men. He asked me out on a date and I agreed since it was my day off the next day. We had a couple of drinks at his place when he made his move on me and kissed me. His kiss was soft but I did not feel the connection I felt when Mason and I kissed but it was good. He proudly held my hand and walked me back home. We visited the mall the next day and Chase took me to his tattoo parlour because I said I wanted to get another tattoo and my n*****s pierced. It was a painful as f**k but it looked hot as hell. Chase was totally in awe when he saw my well built body my new tattoo and pierced n*****s. "I want to take you right here" he said and I laughed. "Now control yourself or you will not be able to roam around with that hard on" I teased and he blushed. We went to a pub in the night and I whimpered when I saw Mason with a girl wrapped around his arms. 

Mason

I could not stop thinking about Lukas it's been 2 days since I last saw him, I wanted to talk to him to ask him to forgive me but I did not know how, I knew I hurt him bad. The boys at the fire station decided to go out after a long time and so I agreed, maybe if I see Lukas I would talk ti him. As I entered a girl called Sherry walked up to me and started rubbing her self on me. I was not interested and was about to push her away when I saw Lukas walk in with another guy "What the f**k" I screamed in my head, our eyes met but he quickly looked away. They walked over to a corner table and I saw the guy place his hand on Lukas's leg feeling him. I felt hot blood rush through my veins so I caught hold of this girl who was hanging on my shoulder and started kissing her. I saw Lukas blush lightly before he turned his head and looked at me. Seeing me kiss this girl made me sad and I saw him get up and walk to the toilet. A few seconds later I saw his date follow him and I became curious, so I did the one thing I would have never done "I followed him". I saw him walk out the back door into the Alley, I reduced my pace so that I don't get caught. I could not hear what they were talking about, so I pushed open the door and froze. The guy was all over Lukas, kissing him all over his chest, Lukas's shirt buttons were opened and this guy had his lips on my Lukas. I wanted to punch this guy rip him off my Lukas. Lukas softly pushed him away when he saw me standing there. "Mason" he called softly but I was angry, furious, I wanted to smash everything, I could only see red. I turned around and kicked the trash can over before storming off. I did not realise when I reached home but as I was going to shut the door, someone pushed it open. I looked up angrily and saw Lukas standing there.

Lukas

I walked out of the pub as I needed to breathe, when I saw Mason kissing that girl I wanted to push her away and smash my lips on it. I felt bad that I was with Chase, he was a nice guy but I never felt connected to him. I walked into the alley at the back and Chase followed me. He pushed me against the wall kissing and sucking my lips my neck, he unbuttoned my shirt before moving his lips over my n*****s. My eyes were closed by the pleasure I was getting but I opened them when I felt someone staring at me. Mason was standing there, his eyes held anger, jealousy and lust. I lightly pushed Chase hoping to calm Mason down, but I saw him smash the trash can before leaving. Chase looked and me and nodded, he understood and kissed me on my cheek before letting me go. "Call me if you ever need to talk" he said while walking away. I could not understand why Mason reacted this way, he pushed me away, he said he was straight, then why?

I followed him quietly to his house and before he could close the door I pushed it open and walked in. "Mason, what's wrong with you" I asked and I saw a tear roll down his cheek. "I don't know" he said his voice cracking, "I thought I was not gay but when I saw him kiss you I wanted to rip his head off, I don't know what I am feeling but I can't get you out of my mind." he cried sitting on the ground. I walked slowly towards him. "Hey" I said placing two fingers under his chin and making him look at me. I brushed off the tear that escaped his eyes and I felt him tremble under my touch. I took his hand and placed it on my chest, I moved his fingers slowly over my n*****s and heard him gasp when he realised I pierced them. "This body is for you so whenever you want you can do whatever you like to it" I said kissing his forehead, he closed his eyes and spoke. "Can you touch my chest, I want to know how I feel" and I complied. I unbuttoned a few buttons before lightly brushing the back of my palm on his chest all the way down to his abdomen. I stopped just above his naval and he looked at me. "I won't do anything you're not ready for " I said and he nodded. We sat in silence for a while on the ground till I saw him close his eyes and sleep. I decided to leave but he held my hand and whispered "please don't leave me, please stay" I agreed and we both walked up to our own rooms.