Be My Guy

Chapter 12

Lukas

It's been a week since I saw Mason and it is driving me crazy. I can't wait to be back home. I boarded the flight and closed my eyes dreaming of our future. I called doc as I was reaching town and told him I would meet him tomorrow to tell him about the seminar. I did not tell Mason that I reached as I wanted to surprise him, so I sneaked inside the house and saw him standing near the window. I took a good look at him and honestly I had no idea why he was wearing his old clothes, his hair had grown a little too or was I just imagining. I walked up to him and snaked my arms around his waist while kissing his neck. "I missed you so much baby" I said while squeezing him. I kissed his neck some more and then I said the words that I was dying to say to him for the last few days "I Love You so much Mason" and I felt his chest vibrate "I Love You too but I am not Mason" he said and I pushed myself off him, his voice ... I have heard that voice before ... "Who.. who are you.." I asked while stammering. When he turned around I felt my body shake. "What... what the f**k are you doing here and how.. how did you find me?" I asked and he laughed, I cringed hearing him but tried to be brave. "My boyfriend will be home any minute now, so I suggest you better get your ass out from here" I shouted and he continued to laugh like a maniac. He took a step towards me and I took 2 steps back... "Don't .. don't come any closer... stay where you are" I shouted but he still kept coming forward. I felt my leg hit the couch before I lost my balance and fell. Without loosing any time he grabbed my hand and pulled me to his chest... "Please ... please .. stop get away from me" I said with a shaky voice. 

"Do you think after all I have gone through just to be with you and now that I finally have you, I'm gonna let you go.." he said and I felt my stomach churn. "It's been 8 years, how could you just forget me and move on" he asked running his finger down my face while tears rolled down my eyes. "How could you forget the way I made you feel in bed, how could you share yourself with someone else" he said licking my cheek. I pushed him as hard as I could "You made me feel like s**t every single day. I never ever wanted you. You used to force me to satisfy you... "I yelled and he pulled me towards him again "Shhh... I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. I can make you happy... I can give you much more than he can... I know you more than him..  I know your body better" he said kissing and sucking my lips. I pushed him again and started kicking him... "Don't f*****g come close to me ever again and don't touch me, I am not yours you hear. I am only Mason's and I love him" at that he caught my leg and flipped me to the ground. He picked up the night lamp and smashed it on my head. He got off me and ran towards the kitchen, that's when I felt something wet dripping down my face... I was bleeding, he was going to kill me and I would never get to tell Mason how much I love him. This psycho was going to finish what he could not finish the last time. 

I saw him run out the kitchen with a knife in his hand, he sat on top of me while I lay helpless, I was seeing black spots and I prayed that Mason would come home soon. He tore open my shirt and the I felt the blade of the cold knife move against my skin. I screamed in pain. "Mason" I called and he pushed the knife deeper in my stomach but not so deep that I would die. "Don't worry my sugar, I'm not gonna kill you but I am going to leave my mark on you so that you know who you belong to" he said laughing. I was not sure what happened next because I felt him being ripped off me in a fraction of a second and then I was engulfed by darkness.