CHRISTOF'S WORDS I closed the sacred paper. I bit my lower for the nth time. If it works on me, I'll do it on myself until I let go if this damn feelings. Then after that, I'll work on Forest and Zaf. I just need a strong foundation to my mission. My first foundation was broken by Forest. I can't build another one when I know I don't have the will. Once you really fall in love, there's no way back. I smiled in despair. How can I live my life with my heart constantly beating for him. That's why I must do this. No one knows about this. I only thought about this and I never knee it would work. I swallowed hard as I went out of my room. Dinner is already ready. I saw Feliz giddily running to the main door of he mansion. I furrowed my brows. I wonder what's making her this excited. I heard

