Dinner started in a glimpse for me and it ended in a blink. I had to finish mine faster and everybody was just entertained with each other. I did my best to just be low-key with everything. Now that dinner's finished, we're all here in the kitchen bar drinking. We're... drinking. Whenever I think ir hear about alcohol, the memory at the club would flashback like it's not a big deal. I sighed as I looked at my wine glass, still untouched. They're been drinking for a while now and I still can't put myself to drink with them. Pursing my lips, I glanced at Sham who's also like me right now. The only difference is, she's trying tk pretend a smile. I blinked a couple of times. My throat felt dry wanting to taste alcohol but I can't let myself do it. I'm afraid of what might happen. I sighed

