Kahit na ilang beses ko pigilan ay malakas pa rin ang naramdaman kong sakit. Pagkatalikod ko sa kanya habang palabas ako sa restaurant ay nagtuluan ang mga luha ko sa mata. Ayaw ko siyang saktan. But this is the consequence of letting him enter my life. We will wait, Je. Please wait. Pagkasakay ko sa kotse na nakaparada ay tahimik akong pinagmamasdan ni Renia. "Regina, he's just a boy. Don't cry over a boy like that again," she said. I heard concern from her but at that moment I wasn't her kind sister. "I will because I have a heart, Renia. And that's what you don't have," mariin kong sabi. I know that I should not say these things to my half sister but I was blaming her for this. I can't help it. I made this choice but I can't admit the fact that I hurt Jethro again. My god, he's go

