Our life together

chapter 10

"Yeah they broke up." Mark says dryly.

 "You don't say captain obvious." I roll my eyes at him. 

"I was there when they broke up, my question is why."

 "You're asking the wrong person." He shrugs and turns to watch TV. 

 Mark came over because he had some things to discuss with Ian who at the moment is out to buy some more liquor. Lately that's all he's been doing. He hasn't gone to work for the past week; he just sits around drowning himself in alcohol which makes him aggressive. I try to occupy myself with anything basically. My room has never been so clean. I sometimes start to get anxiety from just being scared. What if he gets mad at me, he never has but I see how he snaps at the servants and everyone who does something wrong so it's only a matter of time that he'll get mad at me. I walk upstairs but turn around when I hear the door open. His hazel brown eyes meet mine I try to look away but I can't. He finally looks away and slurps down the rest of the liquor in the bottle. How does he do this to me? How does he have such an effect on me? He hasn't even said anything and I feel intimidated but still get butterflies in my stomach. I let myself fall on my bed and try not to think about anything. I want to talk to Dylan but he is at practice and I don't want to disturb him. So I decide to message Tyler to see what he's up to. 15 minutes later Tyler knocks on my door and we head out to his house. He makes me food with what is still left in his house because everything is packed in boxes.

 "so this is really happening, huh?" I say a little sadder than I meant to. 

 "I'll be back before you know it babe." he kisses me on my forehead and hugs me tightly. We stay like that for a while until the microwave beeps.

 "Can I stay here tonight?" I asked when I realized it was getting late and I really didn't feel like going home. 

 "Why are you even asking? Of course you can baby." I smile and lay back on his arm and continued watching the movie that was playing.

we watched a few series for a while but it was getting late so Tyler went to bed, I on the other hand didn't feel like sleeping so decided to call Dylan to ask how his practice went. But after a few times of calling and getting his answering machine, I decided to just leave him a message saying that I hope practice went well and sweet dreams. I was about to go to bed when I felt my phone buzz, I quickly took it from the nightstand and answered it. I didn't even look at caller ID because it's probably Dylan. 

 "Hey" I say all cheerful but my mood changes when I realize that it isn't Dylan who is calling. I look up to my phone and see Ian's name.

 "Hello" I say once more when no one replies but I can hear them talking in the background, it's probably just a but call I say to myself and I'm about to press end call when I hear Him say:

 "Rose annoys the f**k out of me but at the same time I love it. Like damn those lips I'd kiss them all days just for her to shut up." I can hear Mark chuckle.

I end the call before they can realize that they called me. What the hell was that? Did he really just say that? My mind is running through all kinds of thoughts. I'm not even sure what to think anymore. But then it hits me: Dylan. My feelings for Ian can't come up again if I have them for Dylan. And he's such an amazing boyfriend the thought of just leaving him breaks my heart. The next morning Tyler drops me off at school. I wasn't feeling well probably because I couldn't really sleep. I can't concentrate well either and I guess others have realized cause they keep asking what's wrong. I keep telling that I'm okay and nothing's wrong but that's far from the truth. Honestly my mind just has been occupied by thoughts of Ian. I know that it's wrong, I do, but I just can't help it. Then a thought pops up in my head. What if I ask him to pick me up from school? That wouldn't be a bad idea right? But then again he can also just say no. But I can at least try. So I picked up my phone and messaged him. 

 *hey can you pick me up from school?* nervously I press send and wait for him to answer. It only took a few seconds until he responds. 

 *yeah sure, how late do u finish?* 

 *I finish at 12:30*

*Okay *

*thanks Ian.* I hesitate to send the kiss emoji () but decide not to.

 *No problem* the class ends quickly and before I know it, it's already 12:30. I walk outside and see his car parked. I give Dylan a kiss on the cheek and walk to the car. 

When I get in he's on the phone talking to what I think is one of his staff members. I give him a smile and he winked at me. I buckle up and we start driving. Ian doesn't take the usual way to his house so I ask him where we were going and he said that we are going out to eat. He kept on driving for a few more minutes till we reached the restaurant which looked more like a cute old house. It was mint green and had cute signs hanging everywhere, picnic tables were placed outside under the trees where families enjoyed there meal with one and other. Ian held the door open for me while I walked in, taking in the light cinnamon scent that filled the room. A waitress greets us with a big smile and brings us to our seats and gave us our menu .

 "So how was your day?" he asked while his eyes scanned the menu finding something to order.

 "it was fine I guess." I said shrugging.

 It was quiet for a while till the waitress came back to our table asking if we were ready to order. I couldn't decide what to get so Ian choose for me, he probably knows what is good here and what's not. It was taking forever for the food to arrive so I took out my phone and checked my messages.

 "It's rude to be on your phone when you're with someone" I roll my eyes and look at him, his face is filled with amusement. 

 "It's not, when the person you are with doesn't speak at all." I say back annoyed.

 "oh she's sassy." he says with a smirk.

 "Well if you want me to talk" he says standing up and comes to sit next to me,

 "let's talk about last night, I know you heard us Rose." His smirk never leaves his face. Ow gawd! What am I supposed to say?! I start to stutter which amuses him even more. 

"Look who has nothing says now." He moves his hand up my thigh and starts to stroke his finger in circles.

 All of a sudden it feels like there is no oxygen anymore and it becomes difficult to breathe. Was this really happening? With Ian? He moves his hand between my thighs. My eyes are never leaving his hand. He reaches my private area and I look at him with a questioning look on my face. He doesn't say anything but moves his lips closer to my neck and starts kissing it as his other hand starts rubbing my c**t true my pants. The sudden action takes me by surprise and a moan escapes my lips.

 "You like that baby girl." He whispers in my ears and rubs even faster.

 "Yes." I say moaning and I can hear him chuckle. He stops and takes my hand. He leads me to the back of the restaurant into what looks like an office.

  "Are we aloud to be here?" I say looking at him as he locks the door.

"Yes baby, I own this place." He walks back to me and takes my face into his hands and kisses me.

 The kiss is filled with lust and desire. He picks me up and I wrap my legs around his torso our lips never leaving each other. He puts me down on the table removes my shirt and unbuttoned my jeans, in one swift movement they are on the floor, leaving my underwear exposed. It is white with different shades of pink polka dots on it, when I realize which underwear I'm wearing my face heats up.

 "They're cute." I hear him say, but before I can say something I feel his fingers hooked around the waist of my underwear removing them in one movement. His fingers going up my inner thigh, teasing me until finally touching my wet core. 

 "Mmm already so wet" He says as he brings his fingers to his lips sucking the wetness from it. 

"Tasty." He brings them back to my core and gently inserts his index finger inside me.

 I bite my lower lip. It feels uncomfortable at first but when he moves in and out the feeling goes from discomfort to pleasure. Moans escaping my mouth as he goes faster and nibbles my breast. His lips move from my breast to my neck and I wrap my arms around his neck, tilting my head back, pleasure overtaking me. Moans filling the room. As he goes faster in and out of me his thumb starts to circle my c**t which takes me over the edge.

 "Ian" I moan out loudly. 

 "Yes baby girl, c*m for me." He whispers in my ears and sucks my neck harshly.

 I do as he says and c*m all over his finger. He removes his finger, licks everything off of it and looks at me. I'm laying on the table trying to catch my breath as my phone starts to ring. I look at the screen and see it's Dylan calling. Ow s**t Dylan!!