Our life together

chapter 11

s**t Dylan! I hopped off the desk and collect my clothes. I feel Ian's arms wrapping around my waist from the back.

"What's wrong baby girl?" He whispers in my ears making my knees go weak. How the f**k does he does this?

 "It's Dylan." I say almost moaning when I feel his hands going inside my panties. 

 "Stop Ian!" I say a little louder and forcefully get out of his grip. He grabs my arm and looks at me straight into my eyes.

 "You know you want me." He says intimidating. He pins me to the wall, his hands holding mines against the wall. 

 "I can't do this Ian, this isn't right, I'm with someone." I say trying to avoid looking at him.

 "Look at me when you are talking Rose Hart!" He rises his voice 

 "Tell me, has that Dylan ever made you feel so good like I just did?" He says and starts kissing and sucking my bare breasts.

 "Has he ever made you moan like I did? Make you c*m like I did?" He stops and looks at me 

"has he Rose?" I try to say something, anything, but it seems like I forgot how to speak. I just shake my head. 

"Use your words." He kisses my lips softly. 

 "No, no one has." I feel my face turning red.

 "No need to be ashamed baby, not with me" He kisses me again and hands me my bra. I turn around for him to claps it closed. His lips kissing my shoulders and the side of my neck. 

 "I want you to be mine Rose." He says seductively. 

 "But Dylan?" I whisper.

 "He never has to know." He whispers in my ear. I toss and turn in my bed,

 I can't fall asleep! It's midnight and the only thing I have on my mind is Ian, Ian Cooper. I've checked all my social Medias, finished my TV shows and even re-watched my favorite movie and still no sleep. I just finished talking to Dylan. I feel so bad about what I did, but didn't tell him because I knew it would hurt him. Besides what he doesn't know wouldn't kill him. Right? I decide to get something to eat maybe that will help me sleep. I headed back up stairs with a bowl of strawberries in my hand when I decided to check what Ian's doing. I place the bowl of strawberries in my room on the nightstand as I walk out to Ian's room. I knock but he doesn't answer, I open the door and find his room empty. I think of where he can be and it hits me. I walk out of his room and head to the door right next to my bedroom door. I knock and hear his voice say come in. I open the door and find him behind his desk going true papers, he looks like stressed.

 "What are you doing up?" He says when he sees that it's me.

 "I was about to ask you the same question." 

 "I asked you first." He says a little annoyed. Gosh, what's up with him?

 "I couldn't sleep." I feel my face turning red again and he smirks. 

 "Come here." He says motioning me to sit on his lap. 

 "What about you then?" I say to turn the attention to him.

 "I'm buried in paperwork." 

 "I can see that." His desk is filled with papers that need to be signed. I look at his computer and his wallpaper is a family picture with his parents, his siblings and some other people I don't recognize. 

 "Who's that?" I point my finger to the little boy he has in his hands. 

 "That's my son." What the f**k!!!!! He has a child? How the f**k do I not know this? How come he never told me? Why haven't I seen him? Does he live with his mom? He is adorable though... no Focus Rose! He has a f*****g child! I stop over thinking things when I hear him chuckle. I give him a confused look. Why is he laughing? 

 "I'm kidding baby" he kissed my temple

 "I don't have a son."I hit his arm and roll my eyes 

 "ugh you're annoying you know." I try to stand up but he makes me sit on his lap again. Gosh he's strong.

 "I like you on my lap" he caresses my bear thighs 

 "but I prefer you naked on my lap." His words make me blush and I don't know what to say. 

 "I have to go to bed, I have school tomorrow." I say my face still red.

 "Of course you do" he kisses my cheeks 

 " good night Rose, sweet dreams." I open the door but turn around and I caught him looking at me. 

 "Uhm...d-do you want to j-join me?" I stutter 

"cause...Uhm... I d-don't like sleeping a-alone...but...uhm... ne-never mind..." I walk out with embarrassment but then hear him say 

 "I'd love to." His words make me smile and I go to my room. After 10 minutes I hear his footsteps and he opens the door. 

 "I thought you said you had to sleep." A smirk appears on his face when he sees me watching a movie and eating my strawberries. 

 "I was but I was waiting for you." I say smiling and put away my laptop and the bowl of strawberries. He chuckles and starts to remove his shirt. Uhm? We aren't gonna have s*x right? I'm not ready for that.

 "Don't worry Rose; I just don't like sleeping with a shirt on." He chuckles and gets in bed with me. 

 "I knew that." I tried not to be obvious and got under the covers. 

 "Well your eyes were something else." He chuckles once more and turns around to face me. 

"Good night Ian." I roll me eyes but he pulls me in closer kisses my lips. His arms wrapped around me. I can get use to this. The next morning I wake up wrapped in Ian's arms. It takes me a while to realize what happened but then I remembered and cuddle in to him. I look at my phone and its 6:00 am, I try to get out of bed but Ian's arms wrap me tighter around him. 

 "Good morning beautiful." His voice is groggy and he kisses my hair. I smile at him and give him a kiss on the cheek "

"I have to get ready."

 "But it's still early" he complains like a 5-year-old 

"The sun's not even up." 

 "Well unlike you, some people have to go to school so if you'll excuse me." I untangle myself from him and head to the bathroom.

 I brush my teeth and shower. You know the usual. I wrap my towel around my naked torso and walk in the room, I bend down to grab a pair of underwear and bra and I can just feel him smirking at me. 

 "Well good morning to you." I turn around and see his amusing face, I blush and start to wear my clothes, it's kinda embarrassing when you have to get dressed and know that those beautiful pair of brown eyes are looking at me. I decide to wear dark high wasted jeans with a loose baby pink top. I turn around and Ian is still looking at me. 

 "You look beautiful." He says with a smile and finally gets out of bed. 

 "How late do you have to go to work?" I ask as I apply my concealer. 

 "Whenever I want." He says careless and I roll my eyes at him. 

 I give him a peck on his cheek and step out of the car. I walk in my first class and see him sitting there, his face lights up when he sees me and smiles widely, my heart breaks when I realize that I'm going to have to break up with him because cheating on him won't be fair. I go and sit next to him and he kisses my lips. For a second I was hoping it would be better than Ian's kisses but they weren't, something was missing. Well clearly! You're cheating on him! My subconscious reminds me. I've been trying to be the distance the entire day, I told Ian not to pick me up but that I would come home with the buss. 

 "Do you want to go somewhere to eat?" Dylan asks and I nod. We arrive at Olive Garden and order our meals. 

 "Rose" he looks at me 

 "what's wrong?" He looks at me concerned. Okay, Rose, this is it, you got to tell him. 

 "Dylan you know that I love you very much," I say and he nods 

 "but" as I say that I can see that he knows where I'm going with this. 

 "You're breaking up with me, aren't you?"

 "Yes" I say quietly not looking at him. 

 "Why?" He says as calmly as possible but you can hear the sadness in his voice. 

 "My love for you has become more of a love for a friend or sibling," I say trying to look at him but I can't 

 "and there is someone else."

 "Ian?" I hear him say and I look up at him with a questioning look. How did he know? 

 "I see how you look at him Rose and how he looks at you."

 "I'm sorry Dylan, I didn't mean for this to happen." 

 "But it did, I hope he loves you as much as I do" he stands up and kisses me on the cheek 

"goodbye Rose." With that said he walks out and leaves me alone at the table. 

I don't feel like eating anymore so I just pay for the food and walk out. There's only one person I can think about. Ian. He had messaged me when I was in class saying he went to work. I hesitate if I should go to him or not but I decide to go. The uber drops me off in front of the building. I walk inside and get greeted by a friendly woman behind a desk. 

 "With what can I help you miss?" She asks politely. 

 "Uhm I'm here for Mr. Cooper." 

 "Your name please." 

 "Rose Hart."

 "Miss Hart, Jasmine will bring you to Mr. Cooper's office." I thanked her and follow the short brunette lady in front of me. We reach the twentieth floor.

 "Sir, miss Hart is here to see you." She says and walks out as soon as I walk in. By the look on his face he's surprised to me. 

 "Uhm... I-I wasn't s-sure if I should've come." I stammer. 

 "No it's okay baby, what's wrong?" I feel tears filling my eyes. 

 "Rose?" He walks up to me and takes me in his arms.

 "I broke up with Dylan." He hugs me tighter

 "I'm sorry Rose."

 "No its okay" I shake my head 

 " I want to be with you Ian, I just felt bad that I had to break up with him."

 "I want to be with you to Rose Hart." He says and kisses my lips passionately, making me forget why I was crying.