Orian’s pov I loved the novelty of breeding her and having little ones but the reality of me being a father and not being good enough was scary knowing how my father was. The thought made me shiver and I sat up on the grass, my mood was already clouded. What if I turned out worse and become a bad father or a more terrible partner than Ellie was to Nexus? "What is it?" Nexus asked sitting up on the grass as I did. I looked at him willing my negative thoughts away and mustering the courage to voice out my request. I took in a deep breath, "I want to court her, pursue her and make her mine in every single way, I need your help." "You mean you are in love with her and you want to finally accept it and fight for your love?" There was a massive grin on his face. "I never mentioned love Ne

