Chapter 3 Bad Dream
Nikolai
I got up early and had my hand do
the job for me. I would have taken
her right there if I had stayed any
longer.
I was taking a shower whenl heard
her enter.
"Let me give you pleasure, Master."
Ava said from behind me. She was
kneeling when I turned around, her
hand already coming to hold my
cock. I groaned at the feeling of her
hand around my length and my wolf
purred. He was already putty in her
hands. I wouldn't have done it but
there was no going back now.
The shock of her willingly touching
me registered somewhere in the
back of my mind. But there is no
fucking way I'm going to dwell on it
when the most beautiful woman I've
seen in my entire life is kneeling in
front of me.
She kissed the tip of my head first
and then took my c**k in her hot
mouth, her tongue swirling around
the head. My c**k jerked in her hand.
I felt my wolf come forward and fight
with me for control for the first time
in years. He was going crazy trying to
figure out if she was his mate or not.
And he wanted to take control and
find it out himself. And then I felt the
thread snap and he was at the
forefront. f**k this, it was not going
to be as gentle as I wanted it to be.
My wolf won't let it. I put my hand in
her hair and gripped it tight.
"This isn't going to be gentle, Ava." I
gritted in warning and started
fucking her mouth.
She almost took half of my length, I
know she tried but she needed more
practice. But this was more than
anyone ever had. I f****d her mouth
as I would her hot p***y- hard and
fast, which would no doubt be as
sweet and tasty as her. I was
plummeting in her mouth like a jack-
hammer. I could hear her gagging
when my tip touched the back of her
throat and it turned me on more but
she wasn't relaxing her throat.
"Relax your throat." I groaned.
Tears were streaming down her eyes
as she tried but she couldn't and now
my orgasm was close. I gripped her
hair harder when her throat relaxed
slowly, taking more of my length in
her mouth now. Her beautiful but
teary eyes on mine. It was because
of the gag reflex but I hated her
tears. And when I was close, she did
a thing with her tongue and I burst in
her mouth.
"Swallow every single drop." | ordered
as I came, letting go of her hair and
slipped out a bit so she could suck
comfortably. She did as she was told
and then licked me clean before
finally letting me go.
My d**k was getting hard again but
this was enough for now, her throat
was going to be sore for quite some
time. I pulled her up by her arms. She
was so tiny that she hardly reached
my shoulders. f*****g cute.
"Thank you Master, for letting me
serve you." She whispered softly
after she swallowed and licked her
lips, like she liked the taste of me.
But for some reason, I felt guilty. Like
I shouldn't have let that happen. My
shoulders slumped. I felt like I had
taken advantage of her. And I knew I
had. I couldn't control myself. The
moment I felt her lips around me, I
was a goner. But I need to make it
right. She's my mate. And it's not just
my needs anymore, it's about her
too. I want to show her that I'll take
care of her. And I'll do it with my
actions.
"Never thank me, Kroshka.' I told her,
my thumb caressing her cheek. She
sighed and leaned in my palm.
"Let's get you all cleaned up."I
whispered, pulling her in the shower
with me, letting me serve her now.
I worshipped her body, cleaning her,
not letting my hands linger
anywhere. That was the least I could
do after using her like that. The
tension finally left from her stiff
form. When I was rinsing the soap
off her face, I saw that there was too
much pain in her eyes.
"I apologise. I took advantage of
you." I whispered as I caressed her
cheek. Her breath hitched but she
didn't reply. Did her throat hurt? "Did I
hurt you?" l asked quietly after I
finished bathing her. The thought of
hurting her, hurt me, it tugged at my
heart. I knew l shouldn't have taken
her so roughly but my wolf was
mostly in control. I was thinking with
my other head too.
Why did it hurt me so much, I wasn't
sure. It bothered me but I pushed it
out of my mind. She needed me right
now.
"No!" She sobbed. I took her in my
ms, hugging her, pressing her soft
body against my hard one.
"What is it, Ava?"| asked softly in her
ear. Her arms came around me but
she didn't answer. My heart
clenched, I couldn't stand her tears,
whatever had caused it.
"What is it Ava?" I demanded quietly
in my Master tone, knowing she will
answer now. I needed to know the
source of her pain so I could work to
reduce it.
"Im sorry for yesterday. No one has
ever taken so much care of me. You
are so kind to me and | wanted to
please you." She whispered, her form
shaking. f*****g hell. This was the
last thing I was expecting. I thought I
hurt her and she was crying because
of that!
"Get used to it, my Ava. You are mine
and I take care of what is mine.
Always." I told her, brushing her tears
and then kissed her forehead.
I will sort out the mate deal later. Ava
isn't my mate but she is perfect for
me. Sweet, caring and submissive. I
don't have time for an overbearing,
defying and bratty mate anyways.
l am never letting this angel go, she
is bound to me forever. She may
have escaped the hell she was in but
there is no escaping me.
She gasped at that and looked at me
with wide eyes. I winked at her, giving
her a smirk.
"We're late, let's go." I told her, giving
her a towel to dry herself up and
using another to wrap around my
waist. Vladimir had kept a dress on
the bed, as per my instructions. We
both got ready and walked
downstairs, my hand wrapped
around her perfect little waist.
Alexander and Isabella were already
in the car with the rest of my men.
"You're late.copy right hot novel pub
" He grumbled. "Bella, meet Alpha
Nikolai Volkov. He helped me find
you." He told her, his eyes softening
at her sight. He had finally found his
match.
"Thank you, Alpha Volkov." She gave
me a smile.
"Your welcome and call me Nikolai.
This is Avalyn." I nodded at her. I
wanted to see how Ava would react
to other people.
"Hello, nice to meet you." Isabella
smiled at her, extending her hand
towards her.
Ava looked at me and I nodded.
"Nice to meet you too." She said
shyly and shook her hand.
At least she wasn't afraid of meeting other
people. I wanted her to bea
confident person and have friends.
The ride to the airport was short, we
got out of the car and went towards
my private plane.
"You can take the room on the left." |
told Alexander after an hour had
passed. It was going to be a long
flight, they might as well get
comfortable. He picked up a
sleeping Isabella and left.
Ava was gripping the arm rest,
looking scared of flying.
"Relax, Ava." I took a hold of her hand
and pressed a kiss on the back of
her hand. She relaxed a bit but not
enough.
"Lets go to the room." Sleeping
through the flight would be good.
She followed meekly as l entered the
room. I ringed the air hostess and
then removed my jacket to get
comfortable.
I heard a knock.
"Come in." I called out, loosening my
tie and folding the sleeves of my
black dress shirt.
"Would you like anything Alpha
Volkov?" She asked, looking at both
of us
"What would you like to have for
breakfast?" I asked Ava. She looked
at me with wide eyes and I arched
one eyebrow at her, waiting for her
reply, it is her choice and there are
people here to do as she said.
"Pancakes or fruits would be good."
Came her soft reply. I smiled
inwardly.
"Get both of them, two plates, with
chocolate syrup on pancakes." I said
in a dismissing tone.
Ava was sitting on the bed, looking
around but her eyes peeking at mine
every now and whenever she would
look at me, the pink in her cheeks
would deepen.
"Talk to me Ava. Why don't you let me
hear your voice?" I smiled at her.
I usually found the useless
chattering of women annoying but I
want Ava to talk. I want to hear her
endlessly. The only time she spoke
was to reply to something I said. She
hasn't uttered a word otherwise.
"A slave is not supposed to speak
unless spoken to, Master." She said
softly, looking away from my eyes.
My jaw clenched at her reply. She
was not a f*****g slave!
"You will not refer to yourself as
slave Avalyn!" I said, my control
slipping.
"You are precious little one, you will
never undermine yourself like that
again. And you can speak whenever
you want to. No one is going to say
or do anything to you for that." I told
her, sitting on the bed and pulling her
in my lap.
"Thank you Master." She smiled. She
has dimples in her cheeks, she is so
beautiful. How could have l missed it?
"Can I ask you something?" She
asked.
"You just did." I chuckled and she
blushed. "But ask anything" I told
her.
"Where are we going?" She asked.
"Silverwitch Bay. We are going home,
Krosha."I kissed her cheek.
"And what does Kroshka mean?" She
asked, finally turning her head to look
at me.
"It means 'Little one' in Russian.
"I smiled at her, staring in her
chocolate brown eyes.
"Come in."I called out when I heard a
knock.
The air hostess came in with a trolley
and put the plates on on the
convertible desk besides the bed.
"ls there anything else you need?"
She asked us. Shaking my head at
her, I turned to Ava again.
I took her plate and began feeding
her. There was a look of utmost
devotion in her eyes at that moment.
Life was ironic, I had bought her as
my slave and now I was becoming
her's.
"You have not eaten anything,
Master." She whispered and took the
other plate in her hand, bringing a
piece in front of my mouth. I opened
my mouth a bit wider and instead of
having just the cranberry from her
fingers, I bit her fingers softly too,
sucking at him, my eyes trained on
hers all the while.
"So tasty." I moaned, smirked and
winked at her. She giggled at that.
She giggled! f**k yes! I made her
laugh! I wanted to pump my hand in
the air and celebrate my victory. But I
stilled and stared at her while she
giggled to take in her pure beauty.
Her eyes sparkled and the corners
crinkled. Cute dimples dug the
middle of her cheeks, making her
look like an angel. Her lips turned a
shade darker and her nose turned up
slightly. Goddess, she's beautiful! I
made it my life's mission to make her
laugh.
Her giggling voice is my favourite
Sound now.
"You have a beautiful laugh." I said
brushing her lock behind her ear.
She stopped laughing and froze.
"Thank you." She finally breathed and
relaxed.
"Go to sleep." I told her after we were
done eating. We still had four hours
to spend here and I wanted her to
rest, she did not have enough sleep
during the night. She nodded and lied
down, falling asleep quickly.
|left her there and joined my men
outside again.
"You finally met your mate!" Mikhail
clapped my back, smiling.
“She is not my mate." I muttered
slowly but they heard me and stilled.
"What?" Mikhail asked.
I shot him a glare. "Exactly what I
said."
"Then how the hell are you already so
whipped?" Mikhail asked annoyingly.
"Shut the f**k up." I grumbled, my
hand itching to punch him.
"But you wouldn't do all of this just
for any girl. She has to mean
something to you." Vladimir said.
I nodded. "I feel a connection with
her. It's like this thread that burns
brightly whenever we are together." I
frowned, not understanding it myself.
"I have this theory." He started. "She
has a very faint werewolf scent." I
nodded, it was the first thing I
noticed about her. "It can be that
either her wolf isn't present anymore
or that one of her ancestors were
werewolves and she was blessed
with a mate." It made sense. "But
because of it, you aren't Sure if she is
your mate or not."
"I am an Alpha. The moon goddess
wouldn't put me with an omega or a
weak wolf." I said. It was the law of
nature. The strongest wolf leads the
It's kill or be killed. Survival of
the fittest. Pairing me with a human
with werewolf ancestry doesn't make
sense.
"Which is why I think that either her
wolf is not present for some reason
or the connection you feel with her is
something else and you still have a
mate out there"
My wolf growled out loud at that.
"We will have to do something to
bring out her wolf..." He trailed.
"We need to come up with a plan.
And fast. I need to know if she is my
mate." I said and got up, going back
to the room. I might just have to start
believing in heaven if she really is my
mate.
"No, no, please, no..." She was saying
under her breath, her tears not
stopping. In that exact moment I
knew that life had been very hard for
her, more than I had assumed. My
heart clenched seeing her writhe like
this.
"Love, you need to wake up. Wake up,
Ava." I rushed to her side and tried to
coax her awake as worry gripped my
heart. She is not snapping out it,
shaking her awake didn't seem to
work too. I knew what would work
and I hated it!
"Get up, Avalyn!" I ordered in my
Master tone. Her eyes instantly
snapped open to mine. Her eyes
were wide in fear and were full of
tears, her chest heaving hard. The
only tears she should shed are happy
tears.
"Are you okay? What happened Ava?"
I asked softly, not wanting to scare
her more.
"Yes, I'm okay, Master, it was just a
bad dream." She whispered, wiping
her tears. Her face was wet with
tears and snot. And she was
drenched in sweat. She needed a
shower again. It would help relax her.
"Okay." I smiled at her. I know she is
lying. She is a bad liar and my wolf
can sense lies easily. I let it go, I will
ask her about it when she isn't so
shaken up. But this is going to be the
last time she lied to me. I will make
sure she knows that.
"Go and have a shower." I told her,
pointing towards the bathroom doo.
"Yes Master, thank you for waking
me up, Master." She rushed and
walked quickly into the washroom,
she was still breathing hard.
I have to know what is troubling her! I
know it was probably f*****g Gonz??
lez but it can be some Master before
him or someone before she was
taken away from her normal life. This
is all so f****d up. I will be her
saviour, I promised myself. Whoever
has hurt her will face my wrath!
I paced in the room, waiting for Ava
but she was in there for a long time
and I am not a patient man. l opened
the door and leaned on the doorway,
watching her rinse off the soap. AS if
instinctively knowing lI'm here, her
eyes snapped to mine. I smirked and
her and she blushed, ducking her
head at my sight.
Eyes on me. I commanded her with
my eyes, not uttering a word. I
wanted to test Our connection?? her
ability to know what I want without
me saying it. It burns so bright that
she has to feel it too. Wolf or not.
Slowly she slid her eyes up to mine,
still continuing her bath but not
taking her eyes off me. My hard
length was pressed against my pants
painfully at her naked sight but I
controlled myself.
'Not yet Nikolai', I reminded myself. I
want to make love to her when it is
our first time, not f**k her in an
airplane. It will be in our bed, with
Ava wrapped up in my sheets and
she wou-I groaned at my thoughts,
my c**k growing even harder. I
haven't had s*x in one week and I'm
going crazy noW. Ava finished her
shower, dried herself and walked up
to me, her gaze still on me and then
trailing down to my hard length.
"Let me help??" She started
extending her hands towards my
cock but I gripped her hand.
"No." I gritted, but happy that she is
getting bold already. She would not
do this now, I wasn't going to use her
for my convenience like this, it was
her chance to get pleasure now.
"Attention passengers aboard, we
I be landing in twenty minutes, you
are requested to take your seats,
thank you.' Came the announcement.
"Go out and sit one the recliner by
the window, I'll be out in a few
minutes." I told her, kissing her
forehead and then shut the
bathroom door after she walked out.
She must have been used by so
many bastards, I wasn't going to add
on to that list, she is a person, not
just a f**k-hole. I will do right by her.
She is my mate, I knew it deep in my
heart.
Or at least I hoped.