Life Within His Eyes

I haven't heard from Riel for the past three weeks, getting to a month now. It's so clear he doesn't want or need me anymore. Always thinking I'm the problem, and the worst part is I really fell in love with him. I promised myself I won't fall in love with anybody. I cried day and night for him to reply my text messages and call me back. Riel wasn't like other guys he was so different, well my friends told me the opposite of what I was thinking. I didn't want to believe my friends. I had to move on but I couldn't, cause I haven't heard a word from him. " Did he block me" I thought to myself. You know being a lover girl has its advantages and disadvantages. I had brothers and also my bestie but I still needed Riel, I can't get him of my mind. I was on my bed when I heard my phone buzz. "Who was that now" I wondered. I checked my phone "It's from Riel" I jumped up. "Finally" I screamed I went to our chat with a lot of excitement and all my hopes went down. "Is this a break up text" I began to cry. I hate everybody now. "But why" I asked myself I was a very good girlfriend.I couldn't understand, I couldn't think, I wanted to call someone but I couldn't. It wasn't me in my body anymore. My phone began to ring, I didn't want to pick but it was my brother. I picked my phone up and answered the call but I couldn't talk. "Kiara, Kiara, Kiara" my brother called out I couldn't still say anything. "I'm coming over right now" with a panicked tone. My brothers are so protective. They love me so much and I love them too. I heard the sound of a car. It's obviously my brother. "Kiara, what happened" Hugging me tightly. I couldn't say anything tears running down my cheeks. "Kiara, what happened, you know you can tell me anything" wiping my tears. I had to take a deep breath and actually say something. I showed my brother the text. "Oh Kiara" still reading the text. Tears began to run down more. "No, no, no Kiara, we are not doing this, clean your tears, get dressed, we are going out now"