Michael I was still trying to forget what happened in training, to forget Cam and that stupid strap that now found it way under my pillow. I buried my face and pulled the covers over my head. I had made plans with Cam which I wasn’t in the mood for and when I tried to cancel he told me he would pay me a visit. I was annoyed; he was already breaking the rules. Although I didn’t need much convincing to see him again, he was so sexy. I was turned on when I thought about our first date. We had done stuff in one night that took me weeks to do with Cal. I needed to speak to someone. Lip would listen, but he’s my baby brother and there was no way I could explain the s*x bits to him. I thought about Gareth or Reuben, they been my mates since we were pups. Part of me always thought Reubs was close

