the sun the moon and lilac

my parents have been more excited then I am about moving. Do I wish to move? not really, am I going to miss my friends and living in united States and leaving all I ever knew behind, sure will. I even often worry about if or will I see my friends again, will I be able to visit here and see them or better yet what are my chances? I even wondered if me and my friends will continue to keep in contact through Facetime. My parents are moving us to Korea. I on the other hand will be staying with my grandmother whom lives in the countryside of Korea and also whom I never even knew I had honestly. She will be my guardian while my parents work in the heart and soul of Korea, Seoul. Seoul is like the capital of busy, and when I say busy I mean Seoul is quite popular with expanding businesses. They have lots of food vendors, restaurants, lots of shopping, clubs, and karaoke, and not to mention a lot of people. Seoul is like big cities like New York, or even Chicago. My parents business had grown into something very successful, and has expanded so much. Lately my parents have been even acting weird, kind of off like they are hiding a secret from me, along with that things have weirdly and oddly just magically fixing themselves, and when I mean magically I mean things out of the blue has been happening. Kind of like I am magical or have some type of spiritual energy hidden in me. It has been occuring quite a lot, I literally have 5 weeks until I have to move, " I Sunny lilac," will not miss any chances of spending time with my precious friends. I will be spending these last 5 weeks here with my friends and doing the things I know and things I will miss. " So how does it feel?" says Nabi. catching me out of my gaze "how do I feel about what?" I replied. " oh do not fool around with me miss sunny amber Lilac, you know what I mean, how do you feel about moving to korea?" I looked at her with a frustrated gaze, " how am I suppose to feel I am utterly not happy." I said " i am moving away from my friends, my life, things I love and so on, and you are asking me how I feel ?" I looked at her like she wasn't going to miss me at all liked she wanted me to move." sunny, I know that look and that's not it, I will miss you and so will Thomas." we will deeply miss you, and kind of wish we were with you when you move, " maybe she can pack us and hide us in her suitcases." said Thomas. both of us looking at Thomas while watching him smash into his 5th double pounder from McDonald's." how can you eat ? knowing that I am moving away Thomas. " oh come on sunny, it's not the end of the world you are not dying, your just moving." yes I am moving thousand and thousands miles away, it is almost the same as dying. "well, guys what time does our movie start, I think it's best we head out." as Nabi changes the subject. while driving my friends and I to the the theatre to see the new movie king Kong vs. godzilla, I got sidetracked in wonderland" sunny STOP!!" Nabi screams in terror. by the time I pushed my breaks it was to late, I hit something in front of my car. I look at Nabi really Nabi what the hell, why did you scream at me." I was trying to warn you something was in the road, and now i realized it's to late, my bad." hey why don't you guys go check it out, said Thomas. "how about you guys go see what it is that sunny hit with her car instead of arguing." I open my car door, and grabbed my bat that I leave in my car for certain purposes then I slowly walk around the corner to the front of my bumper. It turned out to be, it was nothing literally nothing. " aye sunny what was it that you hit said Thomas." I shout out I didn't see any thing here, are you guys sure i hit something? both my friends coming out of my car to see what kind of nonsense I am talking about, and they seemed to be shocked just as much as me or more." aye Nabi are you sure you saw something?" I asked." yes I did I saw something white it it looked like it had 9 tails!" she blurted out. I looked at her puzzledly, white and it had nine tails? Nabi don't you think you watch to much drama movies? "no I am pretty sure I saw it, it was white and I swear it had nine tails and it looked like a fox." don't look at me like that sunny, I am not blind I know I am sure of it." well whatever it was it is not there anymore " replied thomas. guys I think we should get going, our movie has already started, do you guys still want to go to the movies? "eh, I think we should turn in for the night sunny to much just happen and I am kind of tired we still have school in the morning, and it's already 10 let's head home" Thomas said. "alright" I replied. after that accident, I dropped Nabi and Thomas home, and drove back home parked my car in the drive way. I get out looked at my front bumper, and not realizing that my bumper is messed up. dang my parents are going to kill me, as I walk in the door first thing that happens is " hey honey how was your night? how was the movies?"says my mother. and of course I replied, I kind of got into an accident and we ended up not going I said to her. She ignored everything I said and asked what kind of accident she replied. I gotten into a car accident with an animal, that Nabi thought she saw, I stated. " well I am glad y'all were all okay, and didn't get hurt." well I love you guys but this diva is tired and ready for bed I still got to go to school tomorrow not like it matters due to we are moving as I mumbled up the stairs to my bedroom. As I am brushing my teeth in the mirror while looking at my tan skin complexion dark little freckles and my big green eyes and my long brown hair that flowed to my a*s. I started thinking how I like a boy at my school and now realizing I will never have a chance to even go on a date with him or even experience love. I crawled into my bed, thought about all the things I will and will not miss, all the things I wanted to do with my friends, now all going down the drain. As I keep wondering I thought of the car accident and how weird it was that I didn't see anything or signs that I hit anything besides my front bumper being f****d up, and then that thought about Nabi seeing things , and of all sake she said she saw a fox a freaking fox with nine tails to be exact. as I keep wondering and daydreaming I slowly dozed off not realizing I had fell asleep. " ring a ling" my alarm goes off wake me half way." ring a ling" my alarm goes again. I woke up got dressed for school, and went downstairs to eat me some toast" hey good morning pumpkin" my father says to me as I enter the kitchen. " eh, it could be better morning if you guys change your minds about moving billion light years away from my friends and home where I grew up."I replied back " honey, we know you don't like the sound of moving but it's for the better, and better for us." my mother says as she is getting ready to fix herself coffee." it's not better for us it's better for you guys for your business, but I am leaving what I know behind, my friends, my childhood, my house, my life is all going to be here."b-u" I cut them off "well I am off to school now." as I was walking out the door," we love you, be safe, and have a good day!" my mother shouts. I get in my car and leave I drive to to Nabi's house first."beep beep" I honked my horn, screaming out my car window aye Nabi!" I'm coming I'm coming" she hops in the front seat" how did you sleep?" she asked me. I slept well just frustrated cause I am moving away from everything, the usual. As I drive off from her house I picked up Thomas" aye Thomas how was the rest of your night?" I asked." I slept good, I dreamed about me eating more quarter pounders." me and Nabi both looked at him, how can you you dream about food and think about food, when I only have 5 weeks until I am on a plane to Korea, I snorted. Thomas just shrugged his shoulders with no care in the world. "Well I guess we are on our way to school, "Nabi said. I drove up to the school all of us getting out, getting ready to walk in the building and I notice my crush sitting on the steps with his friends and then I hear Nabi's voice" so when are you going to confess your feelings?" I looked at her with a pout, I am not going to confess or express anything, it is pointless now." I agree, you might find new lovers in Korea" Thomas smirked. well we better go first bell is going to ring I'll see you guys at lunch. I walked to my locker grabbed what I needed for first period which was automatically math class and to tell you the truth I do not like math. As time passes it is now lunch time and I get my food, today is chicken nugs and side veggie and whatever drink you wanted. I took my food at our usual spot and waited for Nabi and Thomas as I am waiting I started to day dream what my life would be like while stuffing my mouth with chicken nuggets. How will my life be in Korea, will I make new friends? will I find a new crush? will I have a whole new adventure like me and my friends have since our childhood." so what are you daydreaming about" I heard a voice catching me off gaurd. I look up it's Nabi and Thomas with their food about to sit down." well I was just thinking how my life will be like when I move, will I make friends there, will I have a new crush, will I have a good adventure when I move there like we did here." sunny this is not forever you know that right" said Thomas. " he is right" said Nabi. you are probably right but, it will feel like that once I move and be there for a month. A month can turn into years, and I just don't want to be an outcast and have no friends. Plus it's the countryside there's no fun in the countryside." everything will be okay sunny , as long as we know. you you always been the leader, the strong one out of us two" said Thomas." what your feeling right now is normal when close friends who known each other for years and the one of us suddenly has to move" said Nabi worriedly. "right we are here even when you move" said Thomas caringly. y'all what would I do without you guys! I can't even live without you guys."welp it's back to class" we all put out trays up and said our goodbyes until end of school was over. I walked to my next class and of course it is my favorite class, music, but I have not been feeling it do to me thinking about the big move. So I sat in my class, daydreaming, not realizing time has passed me by me idling around in daydream. I actually kind of wish my friends had classes with me besides having lunch together if they were in most of my classes I would not have to day dream.. much they would be distracting me from even thinking about moving. It is the last class of the day, art class which this is my second favorite class the rest not so much. If you ask me how my grades are, I honestly will say I am smart, and sometimes others call me a genius. so I decided to take my chances and just do a peice of artwork, and distract myself from everything, but then I couldn't help but wonder if my new school will have music class, or an art class so I can at least have something to love while I am there. Again time has passed and it is time to go home, I went straight to my. locker put my books up, and waited for Nabi and Thomas to meet me, then I started thinking will my new friends be as good as Nabi and Thomas, better yet will I even make friends? there isn't a language barrier between me and Korea due to I am half Korean and have American. while my brain is wondering around "are you still worried, and thinking about moving still?" said Nabi I looked at her, "yes I am, I honestly can't help it." by the way where is Thomas?" he kind of has to stay after school due to extra curriculums." oh well let's go , do you wanna go by DQ and get us some ice cream?" I can't today, my mother is introducing her new boyfriend today." how many is it this time? she always has a new boyfriend her relationships don't even last longer then 3 months. " it is her 13th, but I am use to it though, but she said if I am not home don't even think about having your next allowance and your phone will be confiscated." I guess I'll take you home then so you won't get into trouble. I pulled up to her house, and told her good luck, "thanks but it is not needed." I drove off, and instead of going home I went to my usual spot to hang out when I feel down if my friends are busy, the wooded trails. The wooded trails is where I walk or even run , I get lost in the wilderness, cause somehow I feel like it is my home. I felt like the woods was where I belonged. I ran to my spot a rock in the middle of the trails where the water flowed like the river in the mountains glistening in the moonlight I stayed here until it was time to head home, my parents don't mind me much coming here due to they always seem to know where I am at all times. I laid back and relaxed close my eyes and listened to everything that was around me, I heard the owls hooting, the water flowing, trees blowing, the little bit of wind on my face felt good. "c***k!" My eyes bursted open, what in the hell was that. I sat up looking around, picked my phone up and checked the time, and it was already time for me to head back. "Crack."I look around again, feel nervous, thinking there is someone out there. I got up, and headed back to my car I started walking down the trails, "crack." I hear it again, I started running to my car this time scared but also scared I might pee myself, I ran so fast that I still heard that crackling sound and I was soon to reach my car, and I trip and fall. Of course sunny amber Lilac, why did you fall down you watched enough horror movies with your friends to know the one who falls down is the one who dies. so I instantly got up slowly and ran to my car which was not far I got into my car locked my doors and pulled out. I was driving home, I was thinking about what my parents would say to me. I finally got to my house and pulled up and got out, and walked in the door " hey honey," "hey pumpkin," my mother father said. " how was school?" it was fine It was nothing special nothing new, don't know why there be anything new and why it would matter if there were." are you still upset that we are moving?" my father asked. yes I replied, I don't know why you decide now when I will be 18 next month, why can't I have my birthday here? why do I have to live with my grandmother anchi whom I don't even know or even knew I had." You know why hunny, plus you and anchi will get along really well I promise." My question is why do I have to live with her and not live in Seoul with you? why do I need a babysitter?" it's for your own good, and we will be very busy, and we want you to have family so you won't be lonely, have someone to talk too." mother replied, I will still be lonely though even without you being there and her being there it makes no sense to me, this is really unfair. " this is the end of the conversation and that's that." my father shouted. I looked at them both "whatever, as I stormed off up the stairs to my room. As I got out of the shower and brushed my teeth and dressed myself in my black t-shirt and white bottoms shorts, I sat on my bed brushing through my hair mumbling to myself" why do we have to move why can they just go themselves and let me live here, I am literally about to be 18 I am considered adult at this age. I then decided to go to bed due to the more I thought about it the more I got pissed as I laid there I eventually doze off into my sleep. I started dreaming, and the dream felt so real like I was there. " there! over there!" I heard a voice. " catch him! catch him!" as I turned around they started yelling " catch that demon!" then I saw a black fox run right by me, thinking I saw nine tails, I was confused on how they kept yelling at him, like he was some sort of human being. " catch her ! catch her!" as they ran towards me. Can they see me? there's no way! in that instance it felt like a hand grasped my hand and forced me to run, and kept running where they were out of sight, and in my mind I am going crazy is this possible? this is impossible, there is no way this is happening! not realizing I saw a tall masculine man from the back view he looked sexy as f**k,his hair was long shoulder length, his skin was white porcelain looking at his back view he looked well off not to mention very fit, I also had this feeling that I have known him my whole life, that he also had a dark side to him like he was full of secrets.