Masked stranger: the story of a broken soul

AT BANGKOK AIRPORT I am waiting for my flight to Seoul... it's a 9hrs halt while traveling from Mumbai to Seoul. "Ahhhh this kills me. Ppl are identifying me even here...how do they know me? Maybe they are Indians...whatever now I'm starving I need to eat something to be alive... let's find something" I got off my seat searching for a good restaurant. I ate some fries and burgers and came back to the place to have a small nap...as soon as I closed my eyes I got a call... I checked...it was my MOM ... I had nothing left to talk about with her...I wanted to go away from my mom and everything...I didn't want to talk to her about the thing that happened yesterday... FLASHBACK YESTERDAY I got back home struggling to hide myself from the media and their absurd question. I got out of my car and dashed into my house. I unlocked the door to be invited by my Mom. I honestly wished to tell her about everything that took place. I stood at the door looking at her. Her eyes were filled with rage and I'm pretty confident she is not going to listen to me, I concluded to avoid her and began walking towards my room when she interrupted me " What is the rumors about you and that guy " she asked but I remained silent "Y/n I asked you something, Is the news about you and the guy true, " I ignored her and started packing my stuff coz I had decided to leave the place. "It's none of your business mom, and why do you care about it, I will handle that. " I said and continued my packing. "I can see how you are handling it, packing your stuff and running away from it, How many more guys have you slept with y/n for this worthless fame and money. " she said My heart broke into pieces hearing that statement and her thoughts for me, but she continued. "How did you change this way y/n? I feel ashamed that I gave birth to you. What will society think about us? How will our family react to us? Is this how I raised you? You never thought about me, did you? Why don't you answer me? You wanted to become an Artist and you became an Sl-" "STOP IT!! STOP IT MOM!! YOU STILL CARE ABOUT SOCIETY AND THE USELESS FAMILY WHO LEFT US IN OUR DESPAIR!! THE ONLY THING I CARED ABOUT WAS YOU, BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU??? DID YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOUR CHILD??? WHAT SHE IS FACING??? DID YOU EVER EVEN TRIED TO KNOW IT!!.. NO!!... YOU DIDN'T!!... COZ ALL YOU CARED ABOUT IS WHAT f*****g SOCIETY THINKS ABOUT ME AND WHAT WILL THE FAMILY THINK ABOUT ME!! " tears began to accumulate in my eyes threatening to fall as this is the first time I am raising my voice against my mom  "You asked me how I change, first tell me how you changed mom. There was a time when you use to go against anyone for me, ANYONE!! But now you're going against me and believing that I SLEPT WITH SOME f*****g GUYS FOR SOME s**t OF FAME AND MONEY!!...and from where you heard It, from the same f*****g SOCIETY! Do you know what mom? Even though you didn't support me for my dreams and goals! You never appreciated me for my success when everyone did, but I still always believed that you would at least trust me even if the world goes against me. I think I was wrong! Coz today the world is against me and even you! What did you say? you feel ashamed that you gave birth to me? I SHOULD BE ASHAMED TO BE BORN THROUGH A MOM WHO CAN'T EVEN TRUST HER CHILD!! All I needed from you was your trust and faith in me if you can't even give that to me you're not worthy to be called a MOM-" that's when I felt a sting in my cheek. She slapped me, "LEAVE Y/N! LEAVE NOW!" she said I turned my gaze toward her, my eyes were filled with tears but I never allowed them to fall. "This proves everything, MAM. This proves how much you hate me. You think I am a slut right? think whatever you want. All I know is I didn't do anything, Which will put a question of Mark on the teachings you gave to me. instead, if you would have been in my place you might have done this too. I am leaving MAM and I will never come back to you, never! even if you DIE." I quickly packed everything, took my keys and passport, and left the house. PRESENT Y/N POV I am thinking about the hate I'm receiving right now... "No one was ready to listen to me no one!!! Even my mom wasn't" I mumbled to myself. My mother thought she knew me. But what did she know about my Life? Not much at all. A FEW HOURS LATER After the hours of waiting and the plane...I finally arrived in Seoul...as soon as I got out of the airport, I fetched a taxi and went to the hotel room I reserved for myself on my way for just one night. The next day, I am going to move to one of my friend's houses I met online. I believed to live with someone rather than living alone and hurting myself... yes u got it right I use others to avoid self-harming... I don't want to give pain to a body whose soul is already in pain After a few minutes, I reached my hotel room "Aaa...at last, I'm here," I said in a weak tone. I got freshen up wear some comfy clothes and started scrolling through the mobile . . "She doesn't have the right to be alive" . . "s**t how a person can be so shameless. She should kill herself" . . "It will be better for u not to come in front of me...I swear u would not be alive" . . "she is a slut" A small smirk appears on my lip after reading them. "They are so good at abusing someone" I mumbled to myself. I held myself up and started listening to the song alone pt.2 by Ava max. And drifted to sleep NEXT MORNING "RING RING......RING RING..." My phone started buzzing It was dazzle....dazzle is my good friend since my school days. She was with me whenever I used to run into trouble...but for some reason, I lost the trust of her, but still, I talk with her. I picked up the call "Y/n where are u??? Is everything fine??? Are u fine??? u didn't do any stupidity right??? Everyone is tensed over here??? why was u r phone unreachable yesterday??? you didn't even think to say a word to me??? first tell me where are you??? "She said without letting me speak a word and I listen to her pissed off... "Are you done now?" I asked after she was done with her question. "Then plz don't try to call me again," I said her pissed off "Y/N!!!" She was about to say something but I hung up the call. Yes, I was always like this. I never opened up to people about my anxieties and problems. Maybe because I thought they were not big issues or I was afraid that they would never understand me... My heart always whined 'help' so that someone would help it get out of this but my mind would always make it quiet by saying 'you're overreacting'. I never fought with the situation. I just ran away from it as I did now... I got up from my bed and did my morning routine and started packing my stuff and left the hotel to meet my online friends... AT THEIR HOUSE ???: "hey hi you are y/n right???" Y/n: "yes, are you, Jackson?" I asked as I have only seen them online and never met them personally and his face didn't seem like him. ???: " No.. No... I am Max...Jackson's friend, he informed me that u are gonna come today," he said to me giving a smirk I was getting tensed up just when I heard a voice from behind calling "Y/n!!!!"