Demir
Overwhelmed by the great pain inside me, I left the house and got into my car. Alya’s slap and her subsequent screams kept echoing in my mind. I hit the steering wheel hard. I was blinded by jealousy. I had said whatever came to my mouth. I was very regretful now. The image of her collapsing to the ground and crying haunted me.
“What have you done, Demir? How could you say those things? Now you'll regret it bitterly!”
I continued to scold myself. There was great anger in my eyes. This anger was only towards myself. It wasn’t directed at anyone else. The possibility of her being in love with someone else drove me crazy. Yes, she was in love with someone, but she wasn’t saying it. I found myself secretly wishing she would be mine.
“Why would she ever love you, man? Why would sh
